Hi folks been a long time lurker. I've fantasized about being a cuck with all of my partner's in the past confessed my fantasy to a couple of them, didn't go down well. My current partner is quite open minded but I've not discussed it with her because I'm not really sure if it would affect our relationship long term and tbh I desperately don't want to damage it. I've finally found my soulmate we've been together nearly a year and a half. I think my fantasy started when I got cheated on with my first gf when I was 16 when I got to about age 18 I started to like the idea of being cheated on and it's just snowballed from there I'm 30 now. I'm definitely not well endowed but I can pleasure my gf very well believe it or not but she's not had a huge amount of sexual experience in the past, but not a small amount either, she told me she pegged a guy once so she's definitely not shy in the bedroom but it wasn't her thing she just obliged. I don't know how much she'd be willing to explore sexually with me because she doesn't want to damage our relationship either, I don't want to lose respect for her and I don't want her to lose respect for me. But I can't help fantasize about her sleeping with someone much better in the bedroom than me. I kind of want her to take the driving seat in our sex life and don't want to push anything. Maybe one day she might accidentally discover the small amount of porn I have on my phone and open up to me but for now it's just a fantasy. I do work away a lot and if she slept with someone else I'd be jealous at first but I think I'd get used to it as long as there were boundaries and it wouldn't affect our relationship. She is not a size queen she has the mentality that it's not what you've got its what you do with it that counts.
I hope to contribute a bit to the community,
Nice to meet you all.
I hope to contribute a bit to the community,
Nice to meet you all.