I'm a 39 year old genuinely good dude here, love my wife to death but I'm very realistic. We've been together since early teens and naturally she's gotten thicker over time which I absolutely love but like I said, I'm very realistic. I'm 7.5 inches uncut medium thickness which is good, better for how she was but now I understand she's built for Big Dicks, specifically Black men. I used to be jealous and insecure but now I'm submitting to what it is. I look at her and I cant stop thinking about how she would look, feel, being taken by a big dicked black man/men. She's built perfectly for them and its literally driving me nuts. What's a man to do, where do I even start with this?