My first realisation that I was a cuck

Tenant33

Couple
The first time I realised I was a cuck. Was when my fiancee cheated on me. She'd gone back to her home town for a family wedding.
Once she'd been gone a few days I decided to check her Snapchat and Facebook messages, I knew the passwords, duno why just felt I needed to.
When I logged in I saw she'd been flirting with her exs from bk home and that she'd already met one of them on a beach where they had made out and she'd given him a hand job.

At first I was angery but then I noticed I was hard, so I had a wank, still thought I was angery tho. Then that night she invited an ax over to her hotel room where they had sex.

The last night she was their, she went to a house party of the guy she met on a beach, he was an old flame too. They ended up fucking from about 9 at night to 3 in the morning, and then she even woke him up by riding his cock. He came inside her at least 10 times that night

I know all this through texts and messages they sent and from what she has told me.

She came home that same morning and we fucked, me hard from knowing what she'd done. She didn't know I knew yet.

Needless to say it all came out, she's never cheated again, but we do know cuckold.

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^^^^ I had proof, which she and I took advantage of !!

I once had a girlfriend cheat on me while on a 7 to 10 day trip. I found a picture she had in her possession, and when I asked her who he was and where she met him …………. and if anything happened between them while on the trip - she confessed. I was angry for a few days, but the more I thought about it, I found it very arousing. I was hard constantly!

After several days and the anger dissipated, we talked and I asked her if she wanted to continue to date "on the side" even though we had been a couple for a while. She said yes, she would!! I got instantly hard as a rock, and she knew it. She got hot too, and we went crazy on each other. She started to date a few guys "on the side" and we stayed together. For the next year or two, we had some scorching hot sexual sessions together. So I know the "angst" feeling, the semi-jealousy, worry, "abandoned" sensation - but also the delicious agony of knowing she was enjoying exciting new sexual explorations with other guys. She was a confident girl who LOVED sex and orgasmed very easily. She'd get dressed up to the max with high heels, hair & make-up all perfect for her dates too. I once watched from a distance as she and her date got into his car and headed for a night on the town and then back to his apartment. I knew she'd be sucking his cock soon after they got inside.

The one really hot thing was …………………… she just LOVED to tell me all the details of what she and her date did sexually!! She knew it made me crazy hot, which made HER crazy hot ………….. so it was off to the races!!!
 
This is all very familiar … especially tenant33 when you say you just felt you needed to check her messages , was exactly the same for me.
I had no real reason to suspect anything at all , but one day I was in transit between job locations and had time to call in at home .. weekday so she was at work and something made me check her facebook messenger and there it all was .
I must have felt something was not quite right
I didn't tell her I knew for a couple of months while I figured out what I felt about it .. and like you as the anger subsided it was replaced by something I didn't understand at first , but eventualy the penny dropped that I was turned on by it and it has grown from there
 
The first time I realised I was a cuck. Was when my fiancee cheated on me. She'd gone back to her home town for a family wedding.
Once she'd been gone a few days I decided to check her Snapchat and Facebook messages, I knew the passwords, duno why just felt I needed to.
When I logged in I saw she'd been flirting with her exs from bk home and that she'd already met one of them on a beach where they had made out and she'd given him a hand job.

At first I was angery but then I noticed I was hard, so I had a wank, still thought I was angery tho. Then that night she invited an ax over to her hotel room where they had sex.

The last night she was their, she went to a house party of the guy she met on a beach, he was an old flame too. They ended up fucking from about 9 at night to 3 in the morning, and then she even woke him up by riding his cock. He came inside her at least 10 times that night

I know all this through texts and messages they sent and from what she has told me.

She came home that same morning and we fucked, me hard from knowing what she'd done. She didn't know I knew yet.

Needless to say it all came out, she's never cheated again, but we do know cuckold.

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Our ******* just started mma classes and I noticed her couch checking out my wife. Today I heard her tell my ******* Frankie thinks she doing awesome. I said how do you know that, she said we are friends on FB. My cock got rock hard. As she sat and texted him for hours. I'm pissed, jealous, horny and hard. Lol
 
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Our ******* just started mma classes and I noticed her couch checking out my wife. Today I heard her tell my ******* Frankie thinks she doing awesome. I said how do you know that, she said we are friends on FB. My cock hot rock hard. As she sat and texted him for hours. I'm pissed, jealous, horny and hard. Lol

Is the coach black or white?
 
Our ******* just started mma classes and I noticed her couch checking out my wife. Today I heard her tell my ******* Frankie thinks she doing awesome. I said how do you know that, she said we are friends on FB. My cock got rock hard. As she sat and texted him for hours. I'm pissed, jealous, horny and hard. Lol
I have all those mixed feelings you guys have when thinking of my wife fucking black men. Those feelings are especially acute when I have had the opportunity to watch them consume every square inch of her gorgeous body and shove their big bare black cocks inside her. The fantasy is intense but when it happens in real life it is overwhelming. It doesn't seem right that I get so turned on but I can't help myself.amie selfie cropped c.jpgamie jackson pov .jpgAmie Screenshot Jackson missionary crop.jpg
 
Our ******* just started mma classes and I noticed her couch checking out my wife. Today I heard her tell my ******* Frankie thinks she doing awesome. I said how do you know that, she said we are friends on FB. My cock got rock hard. As she sat and texted him for hours. I'm pissed, jealous, horny and hard. Lol
Do you think you will share her with him or another black man in the near future?
 
We had a similar start. I had forgotten to log out of my Facebook account on our desktop computer. One evening, while I was out, I was texting quite intimately with an affair partner. My husband was working on the computer at that time and saw our texting in real time. Although he was upset, he later admitted that he was also excited by the discovery of my affair.
 
The first time I realised I was a cuck. Was when my fiancee cheated on me. She'd gone back to her home town for a family wedding.
Once she'd been gone a few days I decided to check her Snapchat and Facebook messages, I knew the passwords, duno why just felt I needed to.
When I logged in I saw she'd been flirting with her exs from bk home and that she'd already met one of them on a beach where they had made out and she'd given him a hand job.

At first I was angery but then I noticed I was hard, so I had a wank, still thought I was angery tho. Then that night she invited an ax over to her hotel room where they had sex.

The last night she was their, she went to a house party of the guy she met on a beach, he was an old flame too. They ended up fucking from about 9 at night to 3 in the morning, and then she even woke him up by riding his cock. He came inside her at least 10 times that night

I know all this through texts and messages they sent and from what she has told me.

She came home that same morning and we fucked, me hard from knowing what she'd done. She didn't know I knew yet.

Needless to say it all came out, she's never cheated again, but we do know cuckold.

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Oh my god, are those her titties?
 
We had a similar start. I had forgotten to log out of my Facebook account on our desktop computer. One evening, while I was out, I was texting quite intimately with an affair partner. My husband was working on the computer at that time and saw our texting in real time. Although he was upset, he later admitted that he was also excited by the discovery of my affair.
This is an extremely rare reaction to infidelity in eastern cultures . I won't advice anyone to open up to their spouses like this . Great if that worked for you. I'd like to know if you had this lifestyle fantasy before marriage , if yes, were you sure about marrying your husband ?
 
This is an extremely rare reaction to infidelity in eastern cultures . I won't advice anyone to open up to their spouses like this . Great if that worked for you. I'd like to know if you had this lifestyle fantasy before marriage , if yes, were you sure about marrying your husband ?
I agree that it is not the right way to get into this lifestyle, whether one belongs to an eastern culture or not. It caused a great deal of pain in our marriage until we worked things out. It was fortunate that my husband had a predisposition to being a cuckold. In fact, after counseling and a great deal of discussion, I believe that I had picked up on subtle hints from him that he wanted me to cuckold him. However, for most wives from my religion and culture who are having affairs, I would strongly suggest that they not be as sloppy and complacent as I was. An affair might be right for them, but if they were not careful and were discovered, most husbands would not understand and they might end up ostracized by their friends and family.

I did not have this fantasy before marriage. I did have another boyfriend when I first met my future husband. I decided to end the other relationship and eventually I married him. It was a difficult decision because I was drawn to both men, so, no, I was not sure. Since opening up our marriage, my husband has agreed for me to visit my old boyfriend once a year. Again, I am fortunate that it has worked out this way. I can easily see how it could have ended very badly.
 
I can't ask my wife to have an affair even though I want her to. This is a tricky situation. Initially I thought to hire a ****** for myself and introduce her to my wife so that we can try something different but unable to proceed in this direction . How to explore my wife's fantasies and make her comfortable with everything sinful is tricky but gradually need to be done if I want to pursue .

You are fortunate to get everything on a platter but not everyone is lucky
Unless you have already discussed bringing an ******* for a threesome, I would not recommend it. Wives generally do not like the idea of their husbands seeing ******* without prior permission. If you have not already done so, you might watch BBC cuckold porn together and try using BBC dildos. Once you have broached the subject this way, you could discuss whether she would be interested in trying a real BBC. Most of us have these fantasies and it is not sinful if everything is done with consent.
 
My first realization was we were still healing after she had an affair early in our marriage and she was describing a coworkers bulge in great detail and how it ran partway down his leg and how big he must be. I was shocked to find myself getting semi hard hearing her talk about another mans cock in that way and for the next several weeks it was the focus of my masturbatory fantasies before I ever knew there was such a thing as a cuckold, back then I had absolutely no intention of telling her how much it turned me on but years later it just became too strong to keep from her.
 
Unless you have already discussed bringing an ******* for a threesome, I would not recommend it. Wives generally do not like the idea of their husbands seeing ******* without prior permission. If you have not already done so, you might watch BBC cuckold porn together and try using BBC dildos. Once you have broached the subject this way, you could discuss whether she would be interested in trying a real BBC. Most of us have these fantasies and it is not sinful if everything is done with consent.
This sounds very original and doable ....although since she is a little conservative I don't know what her reaction would be. I might use your example since we're from the same community but you write Erika there so she won't believe...
 
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