Since I'm still a rookie here, I might as well get this off my chest: I suffer from depression and have dealt with it for over 20 years now. I have scared away so many of my former online friends because of it. I promise y'all that I'm fine now but sometimes I have dark disturbing thoughts; it comes and goes like a storm. A few years ago I started joining sex sites like this because I thought that maybe if I expressed myself sexually, then it would keep my sadness at bay. Sometimes letting out my aggression works. I hope I posted this in the right section but I wanted to get this out of the way.
