Why to men allow their wives to cuckold?

For me it started at a young age .I had a friend that live next door to us he would tell me things about his mon and dad . That sometime at night he could hear them having sex and he would jack off to the sound of them . Well one night i was sleeping over at his house he woke me up and told me to listen he was right you could hear her moaning loud tell his dad how good i felt not to stop .The next thing i knew he had cock out jacking off . A couple weeks went by and he ask me to spend the night again . Well we all went to bed that night the 2 of us stay awake .About a hr. after we were in bed we could hear the 2 of them talking it was not long after that his mom started moaning telling his dad it feeling so good the longer we listened the longer she got i looked over at him to see his cock out so i thought what the hell i pull my cock out and started jacking off listening to his mon moaning real loud .Ehis went on for a few years me staying at his house and the 2 of us jacking off to his mom and dad having sex . Eo to me this was the start of me becoming a cockold for my wife
 
My wife and I have been together for many years through both highs and lows. I have done my best to be a good provider, be there for her when needed and at times give her space. One area where I have fell short was providing for her sexuality. I feel shame I am not able to satisfy her so it seems me being a cuckold would be beneficial if she wanted but this concept is difficult for her to comprehend. I would feel better about being a cuckold as long as she was in favor of this and her needs were being met.
 
For me I think it started when I was around 20. My girlfriend at the time & myself were partying with a few friends, one of the guys was black. I drank a little too much & could not get it up. my girlfriend told me if I couldn’t perform she was going to go get it from Reggie across the room. I didnt get it up and she crept across the room & fucked him. It was dark so I couldnt see, but the sounds burned in my mind. It created a lot of jealous, anger, frustration, but I also found myself turned on when I thought about it. We ultimately broke up because of that night. But it always stuck with me and caused me to coerce my Wife to eventually try it.
 
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