I am looking for advise from Bulls, Hotwives, and other Cucks on how to be at peace with submitting to be a total cuckold going forward.
I should give some background. Wife is amazingly hot and 10 years younger than me. In her early 30’s. We started about 5 years ago with MFM and she was scared of black men for their size. I finally convinced her to try it and like many here she was hooked. Another world really.
As we moved on she became a hotwife that goes and meets bbc by herself and now has moved into the cuck dynamic.
I am now in chastity, panties, and she has her bf and bulls. She is now going out 6 nights a week when she can and has told me about a month ago that she has no use for my tiny white dick.
Al this turns me on and I want it but have been having feelings about not fucking my wife anymore. I’m sure I will on certain occasions but not regularly like before. It’s really hard to handle. She does peg me now and then but usually I get to jerk off or just eat her pussy.
So again, how do I be comfortable to completely submit? I want too but I don’t want to cause problems with my hotwife over my insecurities. I know my dick is now too small to make her cum (4.5” hard) and she deserves bbc. Also I pushed this on her.
Any advise would be helpful.
I should give some background. Wife is amazingly hot and 10 years younger than me. In her early 30’s. We started about 5 years ago with MFM and she was scared of black men for their size. I finally convinced her to try it and like many here she was hooked. Another world really.
As we moved on she became a hotwife that goes and meets bbc by herself and now has moved into the cuck dynamic.
I am now in chastity, panties, and she has her bf and bulls. She is now going out 6 nights a week when she can and has told me about a month ago that she has no use for my tiny white dick.
Al this turns me on and I want it but have been having feelings about not fucking my wife anymore. I’m sure I will on certain occasions but not regularly like before. It’s really hard to handle. She does peg me now and then but usually I get to jerk off or just eat her pussy.
So again, how do I be comfortable to completely submit? I want too but I don’t want to cause problems with my hotwife over my insecurities. I know my dick is now too small to make her cum (4.5” hard) and she deserves bbc. Also I pushed this on her.
Any advise would be helpful.