What you have written is worded perfectly.
I was in a cuckold relationship and was lucky enough to share her with two different very well endowed black men.
I was facilitated by the whole thing and it was on my mind a lot of the time. It wasn’t just that he had a really big thick cock, well that helped lol. The colour contrast, the way he took control, the way he used his words and body language was unreal.
We split up unfortunately and that’s when I had the urge to experiment by myself. The first stage was that my go to porn was interracial cuckold, that led to bisexual gay interracial.
I ordered black lingerie and heels, a thick 10 inch black dildo that I used on myself. It felt right doing what I was doing. I got used to the toy and was milking my prostate and cumming as i watched porn.
The best way I can describe my situation was that I wanted to feel like the woman and do as she did with him.
That eventually happened and met a black guy who worked in the north west but grew up in London. His parents were from Nigeria and OMG, I was blown away he was a hung like a horse.
Back to your question about bisexual, I could never of done what I did with a white guy. But the changes when I see a black guy who’s i find attractive.
I would say it like the look of black guy then I’m basically going give myself to him as he wants. It’s like my weakness so to speak.
But when I’m wearing black stockings, thong and heels, shaved from my knees upwards to my neck on my knees or whatever position. To me that’s more appealing to being with a woman.
Does that make sense?