I have been with three guys at once twice and with five guys at once. It has changed how I see everything. Being able to give myself totally to these men and having them give themselves to me is like nothing else I have ever experienced. I understand love on so many more levels now. To me it has been more than just sex. It has been a mental, emotional, physical and spiritual experience for me. I feel more alive now than I ever have before. And I feel like I matter more. My love languages are physical touch, quality time and gifts. All of these things are satisfied by me giving myself to these men and allowing them to give themselves to me.