Perfectly said. It needs to be experienced to understand how powerfully a Black man can overwrite a white guy's sexuality. It's life changing to be made to orgasm anally by a superior male while your own penis is a limp, irrelevance The strange and wonderful physical high of that prostate orgasm and the mental shock that this side of you exists awakens new desires and shuts down old ones that used to define you. The Black Man just removes your dick from the sexual equation and leaves your repressed submissive tendencies exposed for his manipulation. The speed at which it happens is crazy. With your dick suddenly made obsolete you've lost your dominant center and replaced it with a desire for Black penetration. On top of that sensual conquest, the invasion of his sperm deep into your highly absorbent gut seals the conversion at a biologic level. His dominant DNA gets into your bloodstream, where it lives for several days, swimming throughout your body, invading your biology and brain in ways that block any way back to the person you were before.
It's a psychological and physiological gut punch that eliminates the white male as competition to his superiority. It happens with the first seeding, which stirs up new cravings almost impossible to resist and then every further seeding enforces his grip on your new Black desires. White guys need to understand that they cannot give in to their natural curiosity about Black Cock without losing who they were. Submitting to Black Cock activates a kind of neutering that can be very feminizing to different degrees for different guys but the result is the end of their former self and a re-orientation toward the Black Man's pleasure and conquest of all white women.
For myself, although not "sissy", my dick has voluntarily become a zero factor with women. It's been a long time but the one exception is when I've rarely been allowed to squirm inside her freshly used and stretched pussy. Knowing that she barely feels me in there and there's no way I could ever bring her to orgasm removes all the pressure. Sloshing around in the slimy mess of their orgasms, frantically struggling to get any traction in her cum-filled looseness, makes me squirt quick as rabbit.