It didnt turn me on from the day i heard about it from my bf. What did turn me on where Black men. And then when i got more into it, i realized, this White guy, my bf/ cuck was going to let me have every thing i want, it did turn me on. Whats more dedicated then a man willing to give up his own "intercourse life" for me and allows me to enjoy what a really want. He is my beste friend, my love, but not the guy that fucks me right.
But boy it turns me on watching him jerk of while i get fucked. Hearing him talk to friends about seks, knowing the closest he gets is watching me fucking bbc. That turns me on just as much