Confused and turned on all at the same time

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TinyWhCock

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I am middle-aged white male who has recently found the whole BBC/BNWO turning me on more than I expected. My wife is unaware and I am a wannabe. I have always enjoyed IR porn, but in the past year my submissive side has really ramped up and I find submission to a black man intoxicating and inescapable. I hope I can get my wife to come around on this idea, in the meantime, I guess it will be a lot of IR/BBC porn and jerking off. Am I the only one?
 
TinyWhCock said:
I am middle-aged white male who has recently found the whole BBC/BNWO turning me on more than I expected. My wife is unaware and I am a wannabe. I have always enjoyed IR porn, but in the past year my submissive side has really ramped up and I find submission to a black man intoxicating and inescapable. I hope I can get my wife to come around on this idea, in the meantime, I guess it will be a lot of IR/BBC porn and jerking off. Am I the only one?
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Are you confused, or just conflicted? I am a straight male who loves women, but at some point I found that, when it comes to sex, I have a feminine mind with all that entails. I have come to love cock, sucking and being fucked, to the point of obsession, much like a bitch in heat must feel. I began to test my wife's attitude with little things, like going to bed wearing a pair of her panties (like it was a joke). I was delighted to find that she liked it.When we fucked we often used fantasy, and I offered a fantasy of a threesome with another guy. at first it was he and I doing my wife. And then I slipped in my sucking his cock, later him fucking me.
Not only did my wife accept it, but she whole-heartedly contributed, describing his big hard cock and how he was fucking me. When I whimpered, "It hurt." She responded with, "But it hurts good. You like it. You want it."
From then it was me on my hands and knees, she pulling down my panties and fucking me with her vibrator. I wasn't into black men at the time, but that can be added.
Try it with your wife. Perhaps she'll like it.
 
Wannabe2 said:
Are you confused, or just conflicted? I am a straight male who loves women, but at some point I found that, when it comes to sex, I have a feminine mind with all that entails. I have come to love cock, sucking and being fucked, to the point of obsession, much like a bitch in heat must feel. I began to test my wife's attitude with little things, like going to bed wearing a pair of her panties (like it was a joke). I was delighted to find that she liked it.When we fucked we often used fantasy, and I offered a fantasy of a threesome with another guy. at first it was he and I doing my wife. And then I slipped in my sucking his cock, later him fucking me.
Not only did my wife accept it, but she whole-heartedly contributed, describing his big hard cock and how he was fucking me. When I whimpered, "It hurt." She responded with, "But it hurts good. You like it. You want it."
From then it was me on my hands and knees, she pulling down my panties and fucking me with her vibrator. I wasn't into black men at the time, but that can be added.
Try it with your wife. Perhaps she'll like it.
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Conflicted might be a better term. I am straight, I have never really had an experience with a man...besides early teen exploration. I love women, their bodies, everything about them. But I also can feel what happens if I see a BBC and if a black guy starts dominating me on a chat...I melt.
 
TinyWhCock said:
Conflicted might be a better term. I am straight, I have never really had an experience with a man...besides early teen exploration. I love women, their bodies, everything about them. But I also can feel what happens if I see a BBC and if a black guy starts dominating me on a chat...I melt.
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Melt? Years ago I was chatting on AOL with a BBC who lived not far from me. I got so excited at the prospect of taking my first black cock that my heart started beating so fast and hard I thought I was going to have a heart attack. But then the connection was lost, and so was my opportunity. Alas.
 
Wannabe2 said:
Melt? Years ago I was chatting on AOL with a BBC who lived not far from me. I got so excited at the prospect of taking my first black cock that my heart started beating so fast and hard I thought I was going to have a heart attack. But then the connection was lost, and so was my opportunity. Alas.
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Totally get that
 
TinyWhCock said:
I am middle-aged white male who has recently found the whole BBC/BNWO turning me on more than I expected. My wife is unaware and I am a wannabe. I have always enjoyed IR porn, but in the past year my submissive side has really ramped up and I find submission to a black man intoxicating and inescapable. I hope I can get my wife to come around on this idea, in the meantime, I guess it will be a lot of IR/BBC porn and jerking off. Am I the only one?
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You are definitely not the only one. There are many white husbands here and elsewhere that enamored with this new lifestyle. Hoping mine will come around.....
 
TinyWhCock said:
I am middle-aged white male who has recently found the whole BBC/BNWO turning me on more than I expected. My wife is unaware and I am a wannabe. I have always enjoyed IR porn, but in the past year my submissive side has really ramped up and I find submission to a black man intoxicating and inescapable. I hope I can get my wife to come around on this idea, in the meantime, I guess it will be a lot of IR/BBC porn and jerking off. Am I the only one?
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You can always find a black man and find out just how intoxicating and inescapable he is. I have a Black Master and I'm glad I became a cock sucker.
 
TinyWhCock said:
I am middle-aged white male who has recently found the whole BBC/BNWO turning me on more than I expected. My wife is unaware and I am a wannabe. I have always enjoyed IR porn, but in the past year my submissive side has really ramped up and I find submission to a black man intoxicating and inescapable. I hope I can get my wife to come around on this idea, in the meantime, I guess it will be a lot of IR/BBC porn and jerking off. Am I the only one?
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The jerking off to IR/BBC porn will not stop even if you’re lucky enough to become a cuckold. My wife gets most of the sex with BBC and I’m home jerking off but it’s my place and happy about it.
 
Poeboyy52 said:
One thing for sure is that once you do find yourself in the presence of a Black Cock, once you have tasted and sucked that Black Cock, you will forever be changed to an addicted to Black Cock submissive.
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I have never had the pleasure of sucking a black cock, but I have become obsessed with wanting black cock. If I ever had the opportunity I know I would be so so submissive taking his or their cock and seed in my BBC craving mouth and ass.
 
Poeboyy52 said:
It is an addiction
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We get addicted to all kinds of things that nobody thinks of as addictions. I've had addictions to reading, playing with my cock and having orgasms, going to the movies, fucking chicks, playing baseball, playing pool. And then I became addicted to cock. I got to old for some and grew out of others, but I'll never be too old for cock.
 
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