its been a long, long time since i penetrated cheyenne. once i caught her cheating on me with her black lover, we basically totally stopped having sex. very rapidly our sex life became her sex life. for about a year i was still regularly going down on her, but now im only allowed to lick her after shes been creampied. about a year after she started cheating on me i would still occasionally ask for sex, so she made me watch her get fucked as usual. when he came all over her pussy she told me to get on my knees and grinded my face and made me lick, and explained to me in simple terms that she was black only now. i wasnt allowed to fuck her, or even ask. her boyfriend fucks her bareback, and starting last june i am officially in chastity.
i dont know if its the 'right' thing to do but it was the natural and very normal response in my relationship.