Good for you. I’m jealous of your level of acceptance.Watching my wife with black guys is a huge turn on for me and I never feel ashamed. I am glad to see my wife receive the ultimate pleasure and don't want to see it end.
That’s bound to happen. You enjoy what is best. Black cock is unmatched.As a single woman I don't really understand cuckolding but I can say that it bothers me that since I went black I've lost all sexual interest in white men.
Interesting. Sounds to me like you made the best of the situation.I think its a double edged sword. Nothing, and I mean nothing, gives me a rush like seeing my wife going crazy with lust while he fucks her senseless, and being that I have a tiny cock, it also gives me a sex life i'd never have in a vanilla relationship. Plus being amongst other small endowed men on places like here helps deal with those issues. The flip side is, I can't get sexually excited any other way, when she's not seeing other guys, i'm masturbating over memories of her with them. I wish I had at least an average sized cock and we could enjoy a 'normal' sex life at times with cuckolding there to add some spice, but i've been like this for 35 years, so i just live with it.
If the husband is as lazy as he sounds, she has for sure gone black by now. No doubt about it. Interesting dynamic you brought up with your wife. I have found that I also enjoy the size difference aspect.I've never felt ashamed. However every time my wife and I talk about her being with a black man and I talk about him being bigger than me and he can pleasure her in ways I can't or we watch amateur videos of a hung black man with someone's wife and my wife talks about how erotic black men are in bed and their size compared to mine I do feel awkward afterwards and I get this serious case of angst.
I admit it is a mind game knowing my wife sees black men as sexual powerhouses and admittedly finds their manhood far more impressive than mine. It takes me a day to sort it out but I have never regretted it because at least I know the truth about how my wife feels about black men. I say that because there are a lot of white men walking around with a false sense of security and I am not one of them; I have a prime example too.
I routinely eat at this Subway where these two young white girls (27ish) work that I have a good rapport with and anytime they are in the back prepping and a customer walks in I usually get up and poke my head around the corner to let them know. One of the girls is single and dates only black guys and the other is married and has told me she is not really happy with her husband in certain ways and one was sex because he takes it for granted.
Well one night this guy was walking in the parking lot towards the door so I get up to let them know and as I am about to round the corner I hear the one girl who dates black guys saying sex is awesome with black guys to the married girl and the girl asks her why and she says because they "know how to fuck and they have really huge dicks."
I stood there for a moment listening and this sweet innocent married white girl that I've gotten to know replies in this melancholy voice "you know, I wouldn't mind having a piece of big black chocolate" then laughs but still says to the other girl "you might have to set me up with a black guy one day so I can find out just what you are talking about since my husband is so lazy." I was floored because I knew she was "unhappy" but I could not imagine she would talk about seeking out a black man for sex, she was not as innocent as I thought.
Anyway I waited for the lull as the guy walked in and just "yelled" out customer so they knew I did not hear them. White guys heed this warning.
EDIT: Her husband is so Beta it is not funny, has no drivers license so she drives him everywhere and has stocked groceries since she met him in high school so basically 10 years, says he has no desire to do anything more. He also plays video games all day which was one of her complaints because he ignores her.
I could see why that other girl talking about a well endowed virile Alpha black man would peak her interest. I bet she has not ever been "properly" fucked and thinking about a black man wearing her pussy out must sound thrilling. She's probably done it by now.
100% agree with you. It’s takes so much to get the courage to bring it up. Then you get shot down and it’s just a huge blow to you.I'm slowly letting go of the shame.
I think any lingering regret stems from the complexity of the fetish. Few women are into it, so it's so hard to pull off in real life. I wish I was into simpler things sometimes so it would be easier to feel satisfied.
That’s awesome! I’m glad you successfully live the lifestyle.No shame here!! I have come to love everything about it! Nothing excites me more than seeing my wife arroused. And her natural fetish is black men with really big cock. She and I have an amazing marriage, a hot sex life and we both love and share this naughty fun. I do enjoy some of the cuck aspects more than she does as taking the role of voyeur has also allowed slightly sub or cuck fetishes to arise. I
That’s awesome! Hopefully I can come to accept it and not feel bad after I cum.When my wife and I first started talking about this during sex, the same exact thing would happen to us. During sex, it was so hot and I was absolutely sure I wanted to see her getting fucked hard by a big black cock but right after I came, it completely went away and I would feel embarrassed and couldn’t believe
that’s what I wanted. But now, as the years have passed and even though we still haven’t done it, I no longer get that feeling. Even after I cum, I now still want her to do it.
If the husband is as lazy as he sounds, she has for sure gone black by now. No doubt about it. Interesting dynamic you brought up with your wife. I have found that I also enjoy the size difference aspect.
When my wife and I first started talking about this during sex, the same exact thing would happen to us. During sex, it was so hot and I was absolutely sure I wanted to see her getting fucked hard by a big black cock but right after I came, it completely went away and I would feel embarrassed and couldn’t believe
that’s what I wanted. But now, as the years have passed and even though we still haven’t done it, I no longer get that feeling. Even after I cum, I now still want her to do it.
ME TOO!! It did not completely go away but I felt so awkward knowing I had told my wife I wanted a well hung black man to make love to her.
If I could choose, i'd probably prefer it didn't excite me. it'd be ideal if i could be maximally aroused just with my wife without wanting another person involved.I both love and hate this fantasy. When ever I jack off to to the thought of my wife getting blacked, it turns me on like nothing else. I cum so hard thinking about it. But after I just feel so ashamed that I’m having theses thoughts and liking them.
Anybody feel the same way?