Why do I find this stuff hot?

[CuckCuriousBoy]

I've been turned on by cuckold fantasies and porn for several years. (I don't think it will ever happen IRL). I'm a little baffled about why I find it hot.

I don't have a small dick.
I've been told that I fuck very well.
I don't feel worthless or inferior.
I am a fairly large man in general (though I am only of average height, and sometimes I feel intimidated -- in a good way -- around taller men).
If my wife fucked other men, I wouldn't think she was a slut. I would be more like "You go, girl!"

On the other....
I value my wife's pleasure a lot.
I am submissive and would love to explore this more.
I am bisexual and experience that mostly in a desire to feel submissive to men who seem more Alpha.
I grew up feeling un-manly (maybe because I was not athletic at all). Some of my friends picked on me a bit and maybe I eroticized that.
Despite being nicely hung, I love looking at cock comparison pics -- maybe with the thought that I would get to be compared to some guy with porn-star size.
I was a bit of a late bloomer sexually and maybe that shaped my perception of myself.

So what is up with me?

 

[CuckCuriousBoy]

I've been turned on by cuckold fantasies and porn for several years. (I don't think it will ever happen IRL). I'm a little baffled about why I find it hot.

I don't have a small dick.
I've been told that I fuck very well.
I don't feel worthless or inferior.
I am a fairly large man in general (though I am only of average height, and sometimes I feel intimidated -- in a good way -- around taller men).
If my wife fucked other men, I wouldn't think she was a slut. I would be more like "You go, girl!"

On the other....
I value my wife's pleasure a lot.
I am submissive and would love to explore this more.
I am bisexual and experience that mostly in a desire to feel submissive to men who seem more Alpha.
I grew up feeling un-manly (maybe because I was not athletic at all). Some of my friends picked on me a bit and maybe I eroticized that.
Despite being nicely hung, I love looking at cock comparison pics -- maybe with the thought that I would get to be compared to some guy with porn-star size.
I was a bit of a late bloomer sexually and maybe that shaped my perception of myself.

So what is up with me?

Oh, and even in fantasy, I don't want my wife to stop having sex with me.

 

[TonyDay]

Who knows why. I don't think it really matters. Personally I don't think monogamy is natural. I also don't like the idea of dishonesty and cheating. That pushed me in this direction and I found that it turned me on. Amateur porn also turned me onto it.

 

[steveh]

I fall into the second group

I value my wife's pleasure a lot.
I am submissive and would love to explore this more.
I am bisexual and experience that mostly in a desire to feel submissive to men who seem more Alpha.
I grew up feeling un-manly (maybe because I was not athletic at all). Some of my friends picked on me a bit and maybe I eroticized that.
Despite being nicely hung, I love looking at cock comparison pics -- maybe with the thought that I would get to be compared to some guy with porn-star size.
I was a bit of a late bloomer sexually and maybe that shaped my perception of myself.

 

[Shecuckedme]

We have a lot in common.

 

[DTCxxx]

Our stories are similar. I have had more woman that I can count. Im nit boasting..im 45 and never married. I love woman and always will. I love IR porn and am now wanting to bottom fir BBC.

 

[steveh]

Our stories are similar. I have had more woman that I can count. Im nit boasting..im 45 and never married. I love woman and always will. I love IR porn and am now wanting to bottom fir BBC.

you'll love being a bottom for a BBC, I sure do