First off, I am 41 and on my second marriage. What I am about to tell you, I never felt with my first wife, therefore I am unclear of where these feelings came from. Other than my wife, you are the first to hear of these desires, maybe you can help me make sense of it.... Up until a few months ago, I didn't even know what a Cuckold was....
I'm not a Cuckold (yet) but from time to time would like to experience the lifestyle. The primary reason I am interested in this lifestyle is out of the pure joy of seeing my wife in the throws of her orgasm(sexual satisfaction). I am not a tiny man (7") however we have experimented with much larger toys ect. I can tell you from those experiments that she has much quicker, stonger, longer lasting orgasms as size increases (she loves huge cock). This is a huge turn-on for me....Not sure why? It's almost a primal tendency, something in my DNA that makes me submissive to the dominant Male (larger cock).... Verbaly, my wife does not share the same feelings and quite frankly communicates a distaste (most often) for a dominant male. However, I know for a fact that with the right situation, during the right time, she would absolutley give herself to a large cock. We joke and chat about this quite frequently. In fact, this topic comes up in a joking manner fairly often. She makes it known that the only acceptable options would be a dark, heavily muscled young man with a monster cock.....! Anything less wouldnt be worth the experience. I don't know if she is serious or not, but it's fun to talk about. Sometimes for fun, she will send me a pic of a huge man because she knows I won't be able to get home fast enough. Like many others, we both grew up in conservative households, I broke free, she did not. She has only had a few partners in her life including myself. I have always maintained that all women lie, however I have to say, I actually believe her.
With all that said there is also and element of stress that makes me attracted to the possibility of sharing her with a large Bull. As an executive, I typically work 80+ hrs a week and I have to admit, relenquishing control to a dominant male takes some pressure off me and adds a ton of sexual excitement. I seek out and enjoy pretty much anything that doesn't involve me being in control or making a decision when I am away from my job. I have to admit, I have often times thought about a dominant male requiring me to service him before he services my wife... This confuses me, but it is in my head for some reason....?
Just a few nights ago (via text), I talked to her about one of my greatest fantasies (that she may consider). I want to take her to Vegas (yes, Im that naive) and find her a 6'4"+ 240lb+ Hardbody, packing a monster package with hands the size of plates to massage her, relax her, touch her ect...... She replies back... "I would be very scared".... My repsonse was....and in 10 minutes you would be at ease, 30 mintues relaxed, 45 minutes curious, 60 minutes aroused, 70 minutes wet, 90 minutes very full, 120 minutes very tense (for the 3rd time) followed by very loud, 130 minutes very tired, 140 minutes very messy.... Repeat!! She replies back.... "That's exactly what scares me"! "We both know I would end up liking it"!
Sorry for the rambling, but your getting the first brain dump of my self admission..... So with that said, maybe I am a virgin Cuckold? Is there such a thing....?
BTW.... My wife is 35 and hot (Yes, my opinion) which makes this even more interesting. I know for a fact she would get gobbled up quickly..... WITHOUT QUESTION!!
Whewww... Need a splash of water to the face now....!! Hey, I'm new...............
I guess that my rambling has helped me identify (discover) one important point. I really don't think I would have these feelings if it wasn't for my wife. She just has "that look", "that attitude", "that playfullness" that make this very intriguing. All this to circle back and say that "I love watching her in the throws of sexual pleassure"!!
Yep.. I'm done..... LOL..
