i couldnt agree more, initially it is full of worries and doubts but totally addictive!!!! your mind is a whirlwind with everything you go through so many emotions and thoughts with me it was a mix of all sorts of emotions, pregnancy,her safety i lost count of the times i wanted it to stop but couldnt, so many rows with me trying to stop the whole thing, changing my mind at last minute with doubts then wanting her to go ahead, so many times until you realise she is going to do it whatever, then inevitably she gets feelings for some she sees, despite that fear of her having those feelings you still want her to meet, then she is later than agreed returning the angst, you know she is getting what she craves for and enjoying it and she is now at that point she is doing what she wants and your letting it happen because it such a thrill when your back together the list goes on and on, the humiliation in some circumstances and then the ultimate she misses her period, the panic then but what do you do? yes you still let it continue you cant stop your hooked!!