Me and my wife stared cuckold play and did it for awhile. Admittedly due to my own jealousy issues developing I called it quits. After discussing it honestly with her she agreed. I don't have a small penis, but we still use much bigger dildos and dirty talk on occasion to recreate some of the fun we had. Since we stopped though the idea of her "cheating" and doing it behind my back has become a huge turn on for me. She tried doing it behind my back while we were in the lifestyle and didn't like how it made her feel, so I know she would never do it behind my back now that we've stopped. I'm having a hard time understanding why this is something I want her to do and why it turns me on so much when I'm the one that originally called it quits....thoughts? Thanks