he really didn't find out anything, I just nisread some of his enotions and kinda freaked with a guilty conscience is what happemed.
He does not know about this site and it would ******* him if he did and why wouldn't it? Someone nailed it in a PM to me, saying I am used to being pampered and spoiled by a good husband who does everything he can to keep me happy and provide for me.
So now I have to decide if the one thing he cannot give me is worth risking all that and more. So for now, I don't want to lead anyone on . Im a mixed up kid in over my head.