My sexy 32 year old wife has no idea, let alone that I've been fantasizing about it for the entire time we've been together. Over a decade, even before I admitted or accepted that I really want her to fuck someone better than me, when it was something I was ashamed to be turned on by.
I used to think there was no way she'd ever do it. Naivete let me think she just wasn't that into sex, that if she somehow ever went for it she wouldn't enjoy it anyway. But it's clear to me lately it's just been my inability to bring it out of her.
I've gotten in much better shape the last 1.5 years or so and our sex life has gone through the roof. I'm able to fuck her deeper and longer and see how much difference that has made in her sexual energy. She wants it more and her orgasms are completely different than they've ever been, especially lately. She's even said so herself, telling me to keep doing what I'm doing after we're done.
But I know what I am. I'm not small, I'm just not big. I'm good looking and in pretty good shape, but I'm not a stud. I've gotten more confident and a little more domineering, but know I'm not giving it good enough to have her totally in the palm of my hand. I can make her cum, but almost never more than once and I have to work at it.
She just has no clue what it could be like for her. She hasn't seen the women posting on this site or what I've seen in real cuckold videos. She probably thinks I'm an alpha. If a little bit better shape and being able to go longer and maybe .5 in. or so deeper has changed her sexual energy so much, a stud BBC turning her out might melt her damn brain. Now I have no doubt she'd love it and we'd be doing it again.
Now's not the time for a few reasons. We have real life going on when I'm not horny thinking about this and posting here. But we'll make it happen when the time is right and I bet she'll be pissed I didn't put her on to BBC sooner.