Turning the cuckold husband into a sissy or gay

This has happened to me already. My GF/mistress at the time stopped letting me do anything but service her orally. She started to train me with a strap on to suck and bend over for her. Then she introduced me to serving dominant, well hung guys for her. Then that’s ALL she let me do, so I mentally began to associate arousal with men’s big cocks, and became conditioned to being humiliated and serving cock in order to get aroused myself. At the end, women were only interested in laughing at me, and forsing me to do really nasty things for them, and real men were only interested in taking my mouth or my tight hole, using me as their slut and their cum dump. I lost a lot of self esteem and self respect in the process, but my Mistress used to tell me I was never a real man in the first place, and she was just helping me discover the woman that had lurked within me the whole time. A woman who loved to serve real men’s big cocks on her knees or with her legs up over their strong, masculine shoulders. A woman (me) who needed to be used and to serve in order to get off herself.
 
That could be true for a percentage of men I would say that's plausible I couldn't give you a percentage but I would say you might be in the higher percentile. For me it was more like opening the door I didn't know I could go through showing me another Avenue or another way I had never contemplated before. Or possibly like a person in a dark room and somebody comes to them with a flashlight and shows them another way out or in this case another way to be. I hadn't thought about doing anything with a black man with much less than a white man but when my experience happened it wasn't planned I had no idea that was going to happen and when it did it was like all the lights came on and they were all going in another Direction which I took like a moth to the light all these metaphors sorry. Now that I I'm on this path I find that a woman can assist me in getting things I need and want so much. As I learn more about this lifestyle I see that it is different for many people and I do as you mentioned want to be more feminine 4 the black alpha male I am having any kind of encounter with I do want to be what he enjoys more likes I do want to be his Sissy bitch. Feeling masculine is exactly what I do not wish to feel at all in any way shape or form. I embrace his dominance over me I accept and submit to it wholeheartedly. I do want to feel ways I've never felt before or act out like you mentioned. As I strive for that I find that things come up I hadn't anticipated and I go with it because it elevates the erotic excitement or pleasure I feel already. I feel compelled to do the things I'm doing because of my desire for black cock. The black kings I experienced thus far are not all the same in every respect, but overall they all like 2 show their power and control over white males such as myself. Humiliation I felt in the beginning doesn't feel that way hardly at all to me now. I actually feel more motivated to serve and please him then his magnificent black dick. If it excites him to do that did I will do all that I can to facilitate that feeling in him. He may be reinforcing my status for reminding me of my place either way it is not offencive to me I feel that it is part of this Dynamic now. I am addicted to black cock big black cock. If I am to have more Encounters in the future which is all I want I have to use everything at my disposal in order to make that reality. Being with a woman helps immensely. And I haven't stopped being with women for that reason. I am constantly looking to find a female partner of the same mind if I can assist her and her endeavours or increase her level of excitement that is a symbiotic relationship that I'm interested in. I would of course assume my position and obey his commands as he takes the female for himself. If That is her wish as well then it is a symbiotic relationship that works. I do feel did I am a faggot 4 a big black cock I feel there is no question about it in my mind and I do want you to act out things that I have learned about and my journey thus far. And my goals are simple. I know where I stand I know what I am and I know what I want I may be an exception though most everyone I spoken with wanted it before they experienced it I hadn't even thought about it. Now did I am fortunate enough to be aware of all this I want to go as deep as I can and intensify any euphoric experience I've ever had any way I can. I want to go beyond the point of no return to be lost with no memory of being hetero at all or being with women and wanting their pussy. To be helpless in obedience and service to the black kings in every way knowing going back is an impossibility I don't want to think of it or for that thought to even pop in my head. This is the only way I want to know from now on it is the only thing I want I crave
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I began feminizing as a cuckold and later it took on a life of its own. I keep my legs and body shaved except for a little muff and wear panties at all times. At first it seems like a radical fetish and then after awhile it becomes kind of normal. And fun. And beautiful. Over time I voluntarily let myself become sort of impotent, too, so that changed things quite a bit in terms of how I view myself. I can ejaculate but not form an erection, really. My wife loves it. I don't know as I'm gay but for a long time I couldn't look at men's penises unless there was a woman involved and now I can look at and cum from looking at black cock alone. The "turning" part is the more a woman gets into it the more it turns me on, it's like surrendering to her wishes, sacrificing my manhood. If she hands me a bra, for example, it's a turn on. If a bull is involved then it's me surrendering my sex to him. I have impotence and castration fantasies though so maybe I'm just wired for that.

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I know the feeling. ? Stefi XOXO
 
This may be one of the most extreme acts of cuckolding. Has a wife or her bull decided that since the cuck would have limited or not sexual contact with the wife again did the wife or the bull turn the husband into a sissy? This would include feminizing him. How about turning him gay and only permitting him to service men?
As a crossdresser this came naturally to me once wifie cuckolded me. I couldn't resist a real man either and was attracted anyway, from pre cuckie crossdressing dreams.
 
This may be one of the most extreme acts of cuckolding. Has a wife or her bull decided that since the cuck would have limited or not sexual contact with the wife again did the wife or the bull turn the husband into a sissy? This would include feminizing him. How about turning him gay and only permitting him to service men?
Why not bi?
 
This may be one of the most extreme acts of cuckolding. Has a wife or her bull decided that since the cuck would have limited or not sexual contact with the wife again did the wife or the bull turn the husband into a sissy? This would include feminizing him. How about turning him gay and only permitting him to service men?
As a variation of your comments, I certainly don't mind my hub being with others. For example, if he gets together with other cucks, especially ones that are denied sex with their wife, he can go for it, but not with my participation. When it comes to Black Men, I certainly want them to use him in whatever way they wish, and I prefer dating Blacks that want to use him.
 
Nt too sure if you can be turned sissy or gay, I think a lot of cucks are wired that way regardless, and cuckolding allows them to live it within a marriage. As i'm 100% monogamous to my wife, the only sex I get is either with her, or our bull. So technically I have as much gay sex as I do hetro, my wife has even encouraged me to find another 'sexless' cuck for sexual hookups, I have tried, but no luck to find any close to home.
 
Yes. I have been conditioned to be gay. I would have to say I have always had the internal desire to be a source of pleasure for Alpha Men.. probably why i encouraged my wife to cuckold me and go Black exclusive. Now my wife and her Bull find great pleasure in the fact that I have no interest in penetrative sex with her or any other woman.
 
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