I see , but you would consider her with another guy ?Yeah I have no desire to swing or be with another woman
Yh I agreeEither way, civilization will survive and get stronger as time move forward. Look at it this way, blacks and white are getting together in the most intimate ways andhusbands and wives are in it together. It is no longer in the closet. The door has open and there is no going back.
Yes, I think I’m humble enough to realize I’m beta, and excepting that has caused me to not feel jelous if she says a guy is cute etc. but I know it would have irreparable consequences on our relationship dynamics
She’s cute .
No I haven’t spoken to her because this isn’t something I’m trying to make happen, but hypothetically, if she had an affair and I found out about it I’d try to be supportive
This is all what and when you want to do anything. The last thing you want to do is endanger your marriage. Keeping it to yourself can be very difficult because what we do is an addiction. The deeper you get into it, the more it consumes you. I have a feeling you have let the cat out of the bag internally and trying to control it, or even make it go away, can be very painful. We are here to support you from both the Bull and cuck side. BlackKing is a wonderful example of that. One thing we would never do is try to push you.
You answered your own question when you said to BlackKing "...but on a primal level I can’t stop thinking this is hot AF and I wish I didn’t…"Wow thanks for the humanness of your response, can I ask what you meant you have a feeling I’ve let the cat out of the bag internally?
The thing is also science plays a pet in our make up ,our right brain is primal where as the left brain is opposite , it’s amazing to think we all have some internal battles going on which seems to suggest as humans we aren’t ever going to have a straight forward life meaning we must seek a middle ground/balance , so your right brain (primal) its begging for this urge to come to life , but lefty is abit more practical and lot more conscious of choose and consequence . I do believe there is not much harm in keeping a fantasy a fantasy , some people can have many partners but still feel empty , clear signs there are not living a life that is true to them and others can have multiply partners and have a degree of happiness , but as humans it been proven to much choice does more harm than good .Wow I’m humbled by your sympathy. I honestly don’t want this to happen on an intellectual level, but on a primal level I can’t stop thinking this is hot AF and I wish I didn’t.