Have often wondered or should that be questioned? Why i get so fucking turned on watching my wife fucking BBC (only)? I cant decide because its always different, from the first time around 8 yrs ago, when we took the plunge to the most recent. All with their own memory that stands out. When she is enjoying herself, in that zone of sexual pleasure, i feel such an intense feeling of belonging? Every cell in my body electrified with love for her. She seems to have a glow of light around her as she wantonly gives her body to him right in front of me and pleasured in ways i know i would find hard to do, i know i am a selfish lover (am a husband for fuck sake) but its such a beautiful feeling of trust?
