I found the attached picture on Reddit and can't stop thinking about it. I have been excluded from the sexual marketplace. My wife has taken other lovers. I've been in long term chastity. Without realizing it I became a member of the "pussy free lifestyle" community. I look at nothing other than interracial porn. I see a pretty woman and think about her having sex with a strong black man rather than having sex with her myself. I have fantasized about being a fluffer on an interracial porn set, and fantasized about my wife having a black man's baby. I refer to myself as a white boy rather than a man. I look at this chart and I know without question I am a Beta.
What I can't stop thinking about is that there is only one way for me to "move up". Only one way I can hope for better treatment and opportunities in this market. That's to become a Sissy. I guess this chart put things in perspective for me. I either start that process (panties, hair removal, what else???) or stay a Beta forever....
I guess there must be some in this group who are already in the Sissy rank. Was it difficult? Are you happy with your "promotion"?
What I can't stop thinking about is that there is only one way for me to "move up". Only one way I can hope for better treatment and opportunities in this market. That's to become a Sissy. I guess this chart put things in perspective for me. I either start that process (panties, hair removal, what else???) or stay a Beta forever....
I guess there must be some in this group who are already in the Sissy rank. Was it difficult? Are you happy with your "promotion"?
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