It is hard to explain some of us men are just wired to be cuckolds, we can't help ourselves and it's what we want most with our women. It was a strange Journey that got me here. I started out thinking that swinging would give me more opportunity with other women and then I found out my wife was too jealous of the women. She enjoyed the men so that became from then on threesomes with only men That when I found out how much she was enjoying the sex and how much I liked seeing her watching her helping her have sex with other men I came to the realization that perhaps I was a cuckold. Then one night we were with her newest lover, she sent me off to wait in a small cold room as they fucked. That night I watched for hours through cracks in the door as she made love to her latest lover. They fucked in every imaginable way. I saw her doing things that she would never do with me including what I'd begged her for many times, letting me cum in her mouth. I saw him shoot a load into her mouth, throat and she swallowed every drop, was a fantastic sight to see am I come dripped on the floor for hours and I decided I realized that that was my proper role in our relationship.