Super nervous making this post. Because I could probably make it happen

Things are definitely progressing. Nearly every time we have sex we bust out one of our dildos. She knows I like the dirty talk and obliges. I just love seeing her cum and I know those big dildos do it for her. It’s to the point where I can’t cum until she does...
Can’t wait for her to do it for real
 
I’m late/mid 30’s. Wife is 29. Been together ten years, married for three. I was never really into this until I met her. We clicked immediately. Great sex. I’m not small, about 7in/l 6in/w. She fucking loved it. I was the biggest she’d had.
I should say that she definitely has a bigger sex drive than me, but I’m pretty open about sex. I’m confident. Both in myself and her love for me.
About six years in she starts making joking comments about black guys. Joking, etc, but I immediately knew she liked the bbc fantasy. I love seeing her get off. It makes me get off. So I start watching IR porn. Not exclusively, but I’d start rotating in amateur IR stuff. Think of her getting fucked in place of the girls.
She’s definitely a size queen. We dirty talked while ******* and bought a black dildo. She liked it but it ended up being about my size. We wanted bigger because what’s the point if it’s not, right? We bought another one, longer and thicker than the first. More realistic. She liked that one better.
One day after fucking her with that thing, thought, fuck it, I’m going big. Bought a big ole thing. I think it’s called the king cock. 10 inches long. Probably 8 wide. Massive.
Next time we got ******* and fucking around I told her I had a surprise. Made her put on a blindfold because she’d probably balk at the look of this thing.
Went down on her, got lube and started slowly working it in. Might have been the hottest I’ve ever seen her, as far as her reaction (blindfold, surprises, etc). I made her wait until I worked it all the way in to take the blindfold off. When she did, she was kind of shocked. Surprised that she could take something that big.
She’s super cool. I think we’re pretty devoted to each other. She wants to make me happy. I want to make her happy.
The risks are so great to me. I’m not really into the cuck thing. I’m not beta at all.
I could probably make it happen though. My heart is pounding writing this post. Because in writing (and not lurking as I’ve done for years) it makes it real. I’m not even sure if I’m asking for anything. I just want to write it down. Finally
Plenty of 'cucks' are not beta's that do like the humiliation. Some call their wive's a hotwife instead of themselves a cuck. Whatever label you opt for, you can share your wife without it being humiliating or beta. It is whatever you choose it to be. You can participate or watch or not be there at all when the sex happens. When you go in to this lifestyle it does not immediately mean you need to eat creampies 2 times a week from now on...
 
Do you have any children living with you, or are they away living on campus in school?

I think ? you should read the cons and pros about this lifestyle, before you do it for real. Once you bring someone to share your bed with a stranger, there’s no guarantee your marriage with your wife is fireproof.

I have seen and witnessed a couple, with children, nice ? family, good jobs, friends and they have it all in life, till they started playing around in this lifestyle. It started out similar to you and everyone else here.

Fast forward 3 years later, they started having problems, and the domino’s effect started to crumble, mistrust, arguments, fighting, separation and finally they are divorced, broke, lost job, friends, and his children turned their backs on him....

Some fantasies are better off kept as a fantasy.
 
You don't need to be a cuck or beta Male.
I'm similar to you.
Frisky has been playing with black guys for a few years now and it's something we both enjoy.
It's often called hotwife or stag and vixen.
Obviously everyone is different but we have had a lot of fun and meet lots of great people through this lifestyle.
All the best.
Same for us
 
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