Wanted to introduce myself. I am a stay home husband with one of the hottest 50 year olds you could meet. We have been married for 18 years and when she is in the mood, she is hot and sexy in bed. But when she isn't, wow, she isn't. Over the years I have wondered if she has cheated at times, signs are there sometimes. I finally got over the jealousy side of it and began fantasizing about who and what she was doing. About two years ago I caught her all but red handed. Working later than normal, had to take some special business trips, had phone calls and tests I could read or see. She even changed how she dressed and bought new lingerie I never saw her wearing. The whole time she denied anything. I finally told her it was ok with me if she wanted to be with other men. She didn't seem to react at the time, but from time to time I find her shopping for lingerie and even some new sex toys, before they were my job to buy. She also denied me in bed. About a year ago she found out I was surfing sites like this. Normally this would have sent her through the roof, she didn't care. We are down to once or twice a month, but only during a three day window in the month. If that doesn't fall on a weekend I can forget about getting anything. She would rather masterbate than take me. Not sure if she is still cheating or playing sex games denying me or our sex life is over. Will post some pics when I get a chance, both of her and of me. Love to get your input since most of you have more experience at this than me. Thanks.