Relationship change ups and downs

[MarioMakama]

Originally came on the site as a married man, sexually frustrated with my marriage. 255 pounds, unhealthy and unsatisfied with my pussy life.... been married 9 years and with the same woman 13.

Realized the FREAK in me, wasnt meshing with the gentleman becuase my sex drive and effort were so.much higher than my wifes. This was a fantasy for me that mad me hot and Hard lol. After a year and a half of exploration on this site and many others, I've learned a lot about myself.

Not proud to admit it, but after the freak won out. A month ago after a nice kinky impact session I let my inhibitions go and had sex with a blonde cutie with a booty..... and for HOURS (First time that had happened in years.) Long story short, wife so my messages and found out what had occurred. She understands some of the whys, but is still going through the emotional pain.

But the next part in this story, her inner slut has cum out to meet my Freaky Beast. We have sex almost every day now. And she is leaking, where we had to use lube thr last 7 or 8 years. Whips, Belts, Paddles and hard fucking. I love it and feel closer to her than I have in forever...... AND STILL want to have sex with other women, which I've told her. As shes bicurious I've also pushed for her to play and let her sexual freak out.

What do you all think about my situation? Is my marriage salvageable as I do love my wife, but love pussy and ass too!!!

 

[CuckToBeInWV]

Interesting story. I always wondered, the black guys here who are fucking the wives and girlfriends of us white guys, if you had wives or girlfriends at home. Well, I see that you do. You cheated, but she found out, and it sounds like she is now wanting to put out the effort to save things, by increasing the amount of sex you have. Plus, she is interested in bisexuality.

What does she think about you having sex with other women now? Does she like the idea? Tolerate it? Not like it? Would she be more interested if you BOTH took on other white women at the same time?

 

[MarioMakama]

Interesting story. I always wondered, the black guys here who are fucking the wives and girlfriends of us white guys, if you had wives or girlfriends at home. Well, I see that you do. You cheated, but she found out, and it sounds like she is now wanting to put out the effort to save things, by increasing the amount of sex you have. Plus, she is interested in bisexuality.

What does she think about you having sex with other women now? Does she like the idea? Tolerate it? Not like it? Would she be more interested if you BOTH took on other white women at the same time?

Well since my wife is white and likes white woman, I'd hope shed talked other white women with me lol. I myself, LOVE white woman. She likes the idea of bringing another woman in becuase I'm a dominant. Making me happy is what she wants. Definitely more sex.... but still I'm not monogamous.

 

[housewifenheat]

Keep talking to your wife. Also listen to her. Make sure she is ready for each step you all want to take. You want to not talk at her. Make sure she understands completely what you are saying. Words have meaning and sometimes a word that you would randomly use might not be the same word your wife would use... I realize that might not make sense. But when a white woman steps into this lifestyle she usually has a lot of hang ups and conservative beliefs. Being understanding and making sure she is okay and on board is the best thing. Like @Vegasjay said this is a very addictive lifestyle. It can turn into an obsession if you let it. It takes a lot of communication and working together to keep a marriage strong and growing in this lifestyle. Also keep telling your wife that you love her and cherish her and appreciate her serving you.

I wish you well on this journey and hope you find what you are looking for.