I think its something that most vanilla men and obviously bulls would never understand, but for cuckolds and sissies, being pussy free can be very liberating. When I do get any, of course I enjoy it, but its such a weight of my shoulders never having to perform an act i'm not good at and the frustration, embarrasment, humiliation that goes with it. Once you cross the line that your hand is where you'll experience most of your ejaculations and become happy with that, going pussy free isn't that hard to become used to.