I am - well - not young any longer. Fit, yes. Some guys agree - sexy, but not young. And age arrives with a baggage of psychological problems. For me, one ot them was that I cannot have sex with young guys any more. But then when it first happened two years ago I felt like - well, young again. Full of energy. Self-confident. I am so grateful to the guy who fucked me then (unfortunately, we never met again). Sometimes when I am on a publc bus, I look at middle-aged women with completely dull eyes and think that these - otherwise quite attractive women - no longer have sex. For those who have (like me) have alert, smiling, expectant eyes. We are ready to explore the ever-developing sexuality that I first felt bursting at the seams when I was 43.