That may be a better way of saying it. Sorry I’m new
No prob.
How about starting to work in porn? i mean, not as a model/performer, but if you can do one of these things well... makeup, lighting, camera work (cinematic or set photographs), for instance. Maybe catering could also be a possibility.
If you are not a pro in those fields, try apply for an internship - assistants are always needed, right? Or if you'd like to "get closer", what about making the "fluffer"? - That's a job on its own and typically off-camera.
- just a few thoughts
Apart from that... there are even some pro-and-amateur performers with profiles on
this site. If you're lucky some of those will stumble by this thread and, if they can afford some extra time, maybe they'll even reply to you. Best of luck!
But honestly, it looks like you just want to have that guaranteed "experienced bbc performance" all for free. It's a give-and-take, you know? ...and you don't even go the extra inch to get verified on here?! :|