(m) Boy with dreams in omaha

Hello from Omaha, NE.
Young male that knows bbc is superior to me, I know and am happy with it.
For the first time in a public place I can admit that BBC is beautiful to me without being scared. Without feeling judged. I've never been able to submit, but I dream of being able to worship.
Would love to tell my story / share my fantasies, messages from other bbc lovers, men or women, or a bull or anyone would be loved.