Is there going back for cucks?

Since I started watching IR porn I've been just going deeper into this lifestyle,
but the worst had started when I started living with a black roommate. After just a few days I was finally convinced how superior and powerful actually they are.
He isn't even a good-looking man, but he fucked in one month more girls than I've ever met my whole life.
I was listening to what he was doing to them every fucking morning and night.
Since then I feel so inadequate and then I started worshipping BBCs and try to convince all my girls to go black too.
I am not small - 17cm in length, 13.5cm girths, but I've never produced those reactions in women as he did.

Is there any way to get out of this, or cuck life starts like this and never ends?
 
Since I started watching IR porn I've been just going deeper into this lifestyle,
but the worst had started when I started living with a black roommate. After just a few days I was finally convinced how superior and powerful actually they are.
He isn't even a good-looking man, but he fucked in one month more girls than I've ever met my whole life.
I was listening to what he was doing to them every fucking morning and night.
Since then I feel so inadequate and then I started worshipping BBCs and try to convince all my girls to go black too.
I am not small - 17cm in length, 13.5cm girths, but I've never produced those reactions in women as he did.

Is there any way to get out of this, or cuck life starts like this and never ends?
once cucked always after cuck for ever that is fact
 
once cucked always after cuck for ever that is fact
I certainly hope so. I would delight in being a true sissy cuckold. I am, however, quite happy to be a complete sissified husband. I absolutely love being feminine!
 

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I am still a wannabe but find this fantasy very powerful. The level of my passion for this can vary but never leaves. Sometimes it’s very low other times it is very high. Those high times are when I experiment and try to learn more about cuckolding. I do not feel it has impacted my life negatively but if is you and would like to stop and cannot you may wish to consult with someone who can help.
I have learned a lot about myself during this time, hopefully one day I will no longer be a wannabe.
 
Id have to say there is no going back, at least as far as the desire goes. You can keep it inside probably. My ex wife cucked me and before my current wife did, whenever we would have sex, I would have to imagine I was another guy doing her to stay hard and perform. Luckily she too now cuckolds me because that desire to be cucked never left, probably got stronger
 
Since I started watching IR porn I've been just going deeper into this lifestyle,
but the worst had started when I started living with a black roommate. After just a few days I was finally convinced how superior and powerful actually they are.
He isn't even a good-looking man, but he fucked in one month more girls than I've ever met my whole life.
I was listening to what he was doing to them every fucking morning and night.
Since then I feel so inadequate and then I started worshipping BBCs and try to convince all my girls to go black too.
I am not small - 17cm in length, 13.5cm girths, but I've never produced those reactions in women as he did.

Is there any way to get out of this, or cuck life starts like this and never ends?
Why go back to Egypt when you've been to the Promised Land
 
Absolutely not for me, the rush and euphoria I get from the woman I love, loving black cock sexually and owning it is just too much to ever, ever give up. If something happens to my wife and I, I would never be happy again unless I could find a slut that would treat me well and be a total slut for black cock and live to love me, suck and fuck BBC’s and feed me the cream pies!

For the record…..My wife and I have a near perfect relationship/friendship/marriage. Madly in love with one another after 30 plus years together and a sex life that is super satisfying for us both. She gets that the more BBC she gets, the more crazy I crave and lust for her and she loves to fuck so our sex life is perfect.
 
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