Tinytim2020
Male
Saturday I was going through my gf of 8 years Snapchat. I saw a contact in regents named “DC” who I believed was one of my homeboys from college. I clicked on it to not find anything at first...pulled the tab down and saw a convo with her first bbc from a decade ago. Said some things about me and that she didn’t think about sex with me anymore. I didn’t see anything to lead me to believe they were talking about each other sexually but other messages had been deleted. Don’t know what to do or how to feel. Why does it turn me on so much to think she said she wished I had a bigger cock and that she was talking to this guy (who she has admitted was bigger than me) in a negative light?! So confused, horny, pissed and hurt. Any advice or opinions would help