How I went from "Alpha" to Beta Sissy

Oh my how do I tell you... well I used to cross dress when I was like 8 yes old. I'm Latino. I would always sneak into my parents bedroom to wear some panties,thongs,lingerie ect.... this was when I was young... I first saw bbc when I was in my mid teens... it would turn me on so much... I loved seeing beautiful women suck fuck but mainly suck those big beautiful BBCs... I didnt know but.... looking back I get it.
my first first BBC experience was when i was 21...i sucked one for like 30 mins before he came in my face. I drank vodka and smoked before cause i was nervous and dint wanna chicken out... i deep throat his almost 10 inch BBC. And i had alot of skill from watching alot of interracial blowjob vids....i like how even soft he was bigger than me. And how big he grew as i pleased him with my mouth...he asked where i wanted him to cum.... and like the little bitch i am i wanted a facial. Thats the day my life changed.
I felt feminine. I used to cross dress growing up but then it made sense... I've been loving BBC ever since and dream of meeting a QOS Wife!
 
Married2BBC said:
Hi my name is Danni and I'm a 32 year old married sissy that is addicted to big black cock. In high school I use to think I was Alpha, that my dick was the best and every girl wanted it. That was until I got put in my place by a BBC. It all started when I was 21 and dating a new girl. One night at the bar she introduced me to her "friend" DeAndre. He was a really big and strong black guy (6'2" 230 lbs) with dreads past his shoulders. I was pretty ******* and she asked if he could come back to her apartment to smoke because he had some weed. I said sure I would love to smoke right now. Well as soon as we got done smoking they went into the kitchen and after a few minutes I heard her say "no just kiss me" and he replied "na your man's is in there" so I jumped up to see what was going on. She apparently had taken a xanax at the bar and now she was wasted and wanted BBC. I asked her why she was trying to kiss him and she said "because his dick is fucking huge and yours isn't" and the guy started laughing so I got embarrassed and walked out of the apartment. I tried to walk back in a few minutes later and the door was locked. After about 20 minutes of sitting outside I decided to try and peek through a window because I never saw the guy leave her building. When I went around back and looked in the window there she was in the living room riding his BBC on the couch. I was angry but couldn't stop watching, because it was REALLY BIG and she was enjoying it way more than when we had sex. Before I knew it I had my dick out jerking off outside her window and I busted a nut before they were finished. For months I was angry at every black guy I saw in public, but after about 6 months I found interracial porn and couldn't stop watching it. It turned into an addiction and I started thinking about BBC all day long. About that night, about how much bigger than me he was, about how much she enjoyed it. Then it happened. I went to a bar one night and got really ******* and ran into this really hot openly gay black guy that I had mutual friends with. He said he heard about what happened and asked if I was good. I told him yeah and we got to talking...It started getting late and the bar was closing. I had rode with a friend that already went home so he asked if I needed a ride, I said sure and we got in his car. He asked were I lived and I told him about 30 minutes away, he laughed and said "hell naw, you can just crash on my couch I live right down the road. I was really ******* and he was being nice so I didn't argue. When I got there I asked if I could take a shower because I smelled like cigarettes and he said yeah. I didnt have a change of clothes so I asked to borrow some. When I got out of the shower I noticed he had laid out a pair of panties and bra next to my towel in the bathroom. I cracked the door and yelled to him, "hey what's up with this?" And he said "oh those are my sisters, she stay here but she's out of town so you can wear them, I think you'd look good in them...." I sat there standing naked in silence for a second, thinking to myself am I really about to put this on and go out there in front of him? Then I thought about how much my ex loved getting fucked by her BBC that night and it made me wonder what it would feel like to be her. So I said fuck it and strapped my bra and pulled up my panties and walked out into the living room. He was waiting for me on the couch watching TV in his boxers with no shirt. I immediately knew that I was about to be his for the night. I walked over and sat next to him and he put his arm around me. He asked if I was good again and I said "yes, better than ever actually and turned and kissed him. We must have kissed for 5 minutes before he started fingering me. I had never put anything inside my butt before this so this was a very new and amazing feeling. Finally he pulled down his boxers and asked if I ever sucked dick before. I told him "no but I want to learn Daddy..." he smiled and slapped me a couple of times in the face with his BBC before throat fucking me for 20 minutes (probably the best 20 minutes of my life so far 😍) after he had fun doing that he told me it was time for me to become his bitch for life which made me a little nervous. I reluctantly got on my back and pulled my legs back as far as I could. Thank God I was so ******* because it hurt so bad. I don't think I could have took it sober lol..I didn't even realize he had went in raw, I just let him have it because he was the boss. He ended up busting inside me and it felt so warm and good. After that we made it to bed and I laid in his arms all night with my panties soaking with precum. The next day I went back home but continued to text him and add him on fb. I went to the store and bought a pack of thong panties and started sending him pics and videos of me. A few days went by and he asked what I was doing over the weekend and if I wanted to go shopping and to the movies. At the mall he said let's stop in Sephora which is a make up store. We walked around and he picked some pink glittery nail polish and said you should get this as he handed it to me and walked away. Without asking questions I bought the nail polish and met up with him outside the store. I asked him why did you want me to buy that? He said because if you're going to be my girl you need to look like my girl and kissed me on the lips. I was shocked when he called me his girl, I had always thought I was Alpha and now I'm walking in the mall wearing panties and buying nail polish to wear for my bull...This went on for a few months until I ended up getting back with my ex for a little while, but when she found out I had sex with him by finding pics and texts on my phone she posted about it on Facebook and posted pics of me in panties and sucking his cock and screenshots of our texts to embarrass me. That's when I really became a beta sissy. All of my friends now knew I was addicted to BBC and was being feminized by him now. Girls no longer wanted to be with me, guys would make fun of me. It felt horrible, but I didn't stop craving BBC. That all happened about 10 years ago and I am now married to a beautiful woman who is very understanding and loves me unconditionally even though she knows I'm addicted to BBC and very feminine now. I just joined this page because she is getting into the femdom/hotwife lifestyle since I can only cum for BBC. She is somewhat conservative but is willing to try a BBC if we find the right one. I hope you enjoyed my journey to BBC addiction and being a beta sissy!
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Congratulations on embracing your womanhood!
 
Married2BBC said:
Hi my name is Danni and I'm a 32 year old married sissy that is addicted to big black cock. In high school I use to think I was Alpha, that my dick was the best and every girl wanted it. That was until I got put in my place by a BBC. It all started when I was 21 and dating a new girl. One night at the bar she introduced me to her "friend" DeAndre. He was a really big and strong black guy (6'2" 230 lbs) with dreads past his shoulders. I was pretty ******* and she asked if he could come back to her apartment to smoke because he had some weed. I said sure I would love to smoke right now. Well as soon as we got done smoking they went into the kitchen and after a few minutes I heard her say "no just kiss me" and he replied "na your man's is in there" so I jumped up to see what was going on. She apparently had taken a xanax at the bar and now she was wasted and wanted BBC. I asked her why she was trying to kiss him and she said "because his dick is fucking huge and yours isn't" and the guy started laughing so I got embarrassed and walked out of the apartment. I tried to walk back in a few minutes later and the door was locked. After about 20 minutes of sitting outside I decided to try and peek through a window because I never saw the guy leave her building. When I went around back and looked in the window there she was in the living room riding his BBC on the couch. I was angry but couldn't stop watching, because it was REALLY BIG and she was enjoying it way more than when we had sex. Before I knew it I had my dick out jerking off outside her window and I busted a nut before they were finished. For months I was angry at every black guy I saw in public, but after about 6 months I found interracial porn and couldn't stop watching it. It turned into an addiction and I started thinking about BBC all day long. About that night, about how much bigger than me he was, about how much she enjoyed it. Then it happened. I went to a bar one night and got really ******* and ran into this really hot openly gay black guy that I had mutual friends with. He said he heard about what happened and asked if I was good. I told him yeah and we got to talking...It started getting late and the bar was closing. I had rode with a friend that already went home so he asked if I needed a ride, I said sure and we got in his car. He asked were I lived and I told him about 30 minutes away, he laughed and said "hell naw, you can just crash on my couch I live right down the road. I was really ******* and he was being nice so I didn't argue. When I got there I asked if I could take a shower because I smelled like cigarettes and he said yeah. I didnt have a change of clothes so I asked to borrow some. When I got out of the shower I noticed he had laid out a pair of panties and bra next to my towel in the bathroom. I cracked the door and yelled to him, "hey what's up with this?" And he said "oh those are my sisters, she stay here but she's out of town so you can wear them, I think you'd look good in them...." I sat there standing naked in silence for a second, thinking to myself am I really about to put this on and go out there in front of him? Then I thought about how much my ex loved getting fucked by her BBC that night and it made me wonder what it would feel like to be her. So I said fuck it and strapped my bra and pulled up my panties and walked out into the living room. He was waiting for me on the couch watching TV in his boxers with no shirt. I immediately knew that I was about to be his for the night. I walked over and sat next to him and he put his arm around me. He asked if I was good again and I said "yes, better than ever actually and turned and kissed him. We must have kissed for 5 minutes before he started fingering me. I had never put anything inside my butt before this so this was a very new and amazing feeling. Finally he pulled down his boxers and asked if I ever sucked dick before. I told him "no but I want to learn Daddy..." he smiled and slapped me a couple of times in the face with his BBC before throat fucking me for 20 minutes (probably the best 20 minutes of my life so far 😍) after he had fun doing that he told me it was time for me to become his bitch for life which made me a little nervous. I reluctantly got on my back and pulled my legs back as far as I could. Thank God I was so ******* because it hurt so bad. I don't think I could have took it sober lol..I didn't even realize he had went in raw, I just let him have it because he was the boss. He ended up busting inside me and it felt so warm and good. After that we made it to bed and I laid in his arms all night with my panties soaking with precum. The next day I went back home but continued to text him and add him on fb. I went to the store and bought a pack of thong panties and started sending him pics and videos of me. A few days went by and he asked what I was doing over the weekend and if I wanted to go shopping and to the movies. At the mall he said let's stop in Sephora which is a make up store. We walked around and he picked some pink glittery nail polish and said you should get this as he handed it to me and walked away. Without asking questions I bought the nail polish and met up with him outside the store. I asked him why did you want me to buy that? He said because if you're going to be my girl you need to look like my girl and kissed me on the lips. I was shocked when he called me his girl, I had always thought I was Alpha and now I'm walking in the mall wearing panties and buying nail polish to wear for my bull...This went on for a few months until I ended up getting back with my ex for a little while, but when she found out I had sex with him by finding pics and texts on my phone she posted about it on Facebook and posted pics of me in panties and sucking his cock and screenshots of our texts to embarrass me. That's when I really became a beta sissy. All of my friends now knew I was addicted to BBC and was being feminized by him now. Girls no longer wanted to be with me, guys would make fun of me. It felt horrible, but I didn't stop craving BBC. That all happened about 10 years ago and I am now married to a beautiful woman who is very understanding and loves me unconditionally even though she knows I'm addicted to BBC and very feminine now. I just joined this page because she is getting into the femdom/hotwife lifestyle since I can only cum for BBC. She is somewhat conservative but is willing to try a BBC if we find the right one. I hope you enjoyed my journey to BBC addiction and being a beta sissy!
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Sweet story
 
Married2BBC said:
Hi my name is Danni and I'm a 32 year old married sissy that is addicted to big black cock. In high school I use to think I was Alpha, that my dick was the best and every girl wanted it. That was until I got put in my place by a BBC. It all started when I was 21 and dating a new girl. One night at the bar she introduced me to her "friend" DeAndre. He was a really big and strong black guy (6'2" 230 lbs) with dreads past his shoulders. I was pretty ******* and she asked if he could come back to her apartment to smoke because he had some weed. I said sure I would love to smoke right now. Well as soon as we got done smoking they went into the kitchen and after a few minutes I heard her say "no just kiss me" and he replied "na your man's is in there" so I jumped up to see what was going on. She apparently had taken a xanax at the bar and now she was wasted and wanted BBC. I asked her why she was trying to kiss him and she said "because his dick is fucking huge and yours isn't" and the guy started laughing so I got embarrassed and walked out of the apartment. I tried to walk back in a few minutes later and the door was locked. After about 20 minutes of sitting outside I decided to try and peek through a window because I never saw the guy leave her building. When I went around back and looked in the window there she was in the living room riding his BBC on the couch. I was angry but couldn't stop watching, because it was REALLY BIG and she was enjoying it way more than when we had sex. Before I knew it I had my dick out jerking off outside her window and I busted a nut before they were finished. For months I was angry at every black guy I saw in public, but after about 6 months I found interracial porn and couldn't stop watching it. It turned into an addiction and I started thinking about BBC all day long. About that night, about how much bigger than me he was, about how much she enjoyed it. Then it happened. I went to a bar one night and got really ******* and ran into this really hot openly gay black guy that I had mutual friends with. He said he heard about what happened and asked if I was good. I told him yeah and we got to talking...It started getting late and the bar was closing. I had rode with a friend that already went home so he asked if I needed a ride, I said sure and we got in his car. He asked were I lived and I told him about 30 minutes away, he laughed and said "hell naw, you can just crash on my couch I live right down the road. I was really ******* and he was being nice so I didn't argue. When I got there I asked if I could take a shower because I smelled like cigarettes and he said yeah. I didnt have a change of clothes so I asked to borrow some. When I got out of the shower I noticed he had laid out a pair of panties and bra next to my towel in the bathroom. I cracked the door and yelled to him, "hey what's up with this?" And he said "oh those are my sisters, she stay here but she's out of town so you can wear them, I think you'd look good in them...." I sat there standing naked in silence for a second, thinking to myself am I really about to put this on and go out there in front of him? Then I thought about how much my ex loved getting fucked by her BBC that night and it made me wonder what it would feel like to be her. So I said fuck it and strapped my bra and pulled up my panties and walked out into the living room. He was waiting for me on the couch watching TV in his boxers with no shirt. I immediately knew that I was about to be his for the night. I walked over and sat next to him and he put his arm around me. He asked if I was good again and I said "yes, better than ever actually and turned and kissed him. We must have kissed for 5 minutes before he started fingering me. I had never put anything inside my butt before this so this was a very new and amazing feeling. Finally he pulled down his boxers and asked if I ever sucked dick before. I told him "no but I want to learn Daddy..." he smiled and slapped me a couple of times in the face with his BBC before throat fucking me for 20 minutes (probably the best 20 minutes of my life so far 😍) after he had fun doing that he told me it was time for me to become his bitch for life which made me a little nervous. I reluctantly got on my back and pulled my legs back as far as I could. Thank God I was so ******* because it hurt so bad. I don't think I could have took it sober lol..I didn't even realize he had went in raw, I just let him have it because he was the boss. He ended up busting inside me and it felt so warm and good. After that we made it to bed and I laid in his arms all night with my panties soaking with precum. The next day I went back home but continued to text him and add him on fb. I went to the store and bought a pack of thong panties and started sending him pics and videos of me. A few days went by and he asked what I was doing over the weekend and if I wanted to go shopping and to the movies. At the mall he said let's stop in Sephora which is a make up store. We walked around and he picked some pink glittery nail polish and said you should get this as he handed it to me and walked away. Without asking questions I bought the nail polish and met up with him outside the store. I asked him why did you want me to buy that? He said because if you're going to be my girl you need to look like my girl and kissed me on the lips. I was shocked when he called me his girl, I had always thought I was Alpha and now I'm walking in the mall wearing panties and buying nail polish to wear for my bull...This went on for a few months until I ended up getting back with my ex for a little while, but when she found out I had sex with him by finding pics and texts on my phone she posted about it on Facebook and posted pics of me in panties and sucking his cock and screenshots of our texts to embarrass me. That's when I really became a beta sissy. All of my friends now knew I was addicted to BBC and was being feminized by him now. Girls no longer wanted to be with me, guys would make fun of me. It felt horrible, but I didn't stop craving BBC. That all happened about 10 years ago and I am now married to a beautiful woman who is very understanding and loves me unconditionally even though she knows I'm addicted to BBC and very feminine now. I just joined this page because she is getting into the femdom/hotwife lifestyle since I can only cum for BBC. She is somewhat conservative but is willing to try a BBC if we find the right one. I hope you enjoyed my journey to BBC addiction and being a beta sissy!
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Great story iam same
 
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