Hi fresh out the cuckold closet

Hi I'm doing the rounds on these sites and telling me story, I'd be honoured if my betters would listen to me explain my situation. I've been a closeted cuckold for a very long time and a few weeks ago my girlfriend was on my computer and an email came up thanking me for buying a video on manyvids, she was furious and made me show her the video, it was a cuckolding video of a woman doing a POV telling me how black cock satisfied her much better than any little white boy. I had dozens of videos of cuckolding and was utterly humiliated by this, she was furious and went to stay with her parents for a week. She came back but left me about three weeks ago.

I tried quitting cuckold porn numerous times but the fact is I love watching women get fucked by other men. Particularly black men with huge cocks.

Anyway last night I went out with my best friend and we got on some drinks and powder and he suggested getting a ******* to cheer me up. I don't know why but when she arrived my natural cuckolding side came out and I said I wanted to pretend she was my girlfriend and I was letting her fuck my best friend. I should explain my best friend is a personal trainer, he's 6 foot and in great shape, he's handsome and has a huge cock. I couldn't get hard while she tried to get me off but after some work my friend got hard and slid into her while I played with her breasts. I asked her how it felt and how much bigger and better he was than me. She absolutely loved it and although my friend seemed a bit off at first he soon got into it and fucked her nice and deep while I told her what a good girl she was and he came hard while I kissed her lovingly and held her. I had always wondered what it would feel like and it just felt so right. I was basically a let down a couldn't get it up but I felt I was just a small cuck anyway so I apologised profusely and said it was down to me being worse for wear and she was a very beautiful dark skinned girl. Watching her moan while my friend fucked her way such an amazing experience.

I have realised now that my natural place in life is as a cuckold. My friend loved it but I think he's a bit uncomfortable with the situation, I think I can convince him it's alright with me if I get a beautiful girl who's willing to cuckold me though. I love him like a brother and it would be an honour for me to allow him to satisfy my girlfriend.

It's a long story but I have a four bedroom house to myself and I really want a strict but loving mistress to put me in chastity and cuckold me. I want to be loved but cucked too, you can fuck other men (particularly black men) they must be polite if they come in my house but I'll be very obedient and do as they ask and they can fuck my girl in front of me or make me go into the spare bedroom and wait until I'm told I'm allowed in.

If I'm really lucky I'll get to clean up and maybe even get sloppy seconds if I'm really good (pretty please???). I only request that this is kept discreet and I'll be a very obedient cuckold I'll even cook you and your lover dinner while you blow him during Netflix and chill. If I'm very polite and good maybe you'll give me some time out of chastity and a nice ruined orgasm while you ignore me.

That's not to say I don't want affection in the relationship, I'll cuddle you and kiss you but obviously your black lover will get your pussy and blowjobs.

If this doesn't seem realistic ask me and I'll provide pics of me and my friend. He's a bit picky but if you're pretty and in good shape he'll give you a good fucking and I'll be proud to watch and hold your hand.

Needless to say I'm a pathetic cuckold and desire a dominant but loving mistress in exchange for a place to stay a few days a week to fuck the men you like (I might be a worthless cuckold but obviously they'll have to behave themselves in my house and not be too out of control). I just require a little affection when you're not busy being fucked.

Pics available on request.

PS I would adore to be pegged, maybe as a treat for being good? I've worn a butt plug and the ******* gave me a vibrating dildo to wear while my friend fucked her but I've never had the full feminine experience. I would truly love to be fucked my a woman while she's being fucked by a black man. Makes me salivate thinking about it.
 
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