Tbh cuckolding is a lifestyle to me that I love. In fact im obssed with. I want a wife and in a save matter I want her to have the bulls baby etc. I want to live it to the fullest. But being too busy, working and in university, also being single makes it bad because I want it now but cuckolding is not fun if your not in a well established relationship. In a way I've been thinking to drop it from my mind for a while because it's just depresing to be single and wanting to live this lifestyle. Also at the same time I know that not every woman wants this type of lifestyle and tbh life is too short for me to not fulffill my cuckolding desires so in a way I want to meet the girl for it, in a way you never get to know if the girl you fall in love with has them. Has anyone here have the same conflict?
I've thought of bailing on the fetish. I am divorced. When I came here, I had a FWB (friend with benefits) who was interested in being blacked, by one or more men. It was more than just my idea, she was really, really into it, it went as far as her being here, riding a black dildo, telling me how she needed black cock. She has since ghosted on me, she has a habit of that, and has done so several times. This time, I'm just done with her games.
I know the one lady from Sweden says, pretty much, that it's not possible to enter this as a single guy, find a woman you love first. I tend to disagree...I do think it is incredibly hard to find a single woman who wants a white boyfriend, and a black lover. Some would say she would just want the black guy as the boyfriend. Thing is, as far as society has come, this fetish still has some serious stigma. I do think there are white women out there who want a traditional relationship with a white guy, keeping the sex with a black man hidden from the public.
I really don't have advice, as I haven't found someone to continue this with. but I do think it's a good idea to maybe find someone to date (without mentioning this fetish), and some time in, introduce her to your desires and see if she shows interest.