Getting closer, should I keep going...

ry guy

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"Heavenly Father, have mercy on me, a sinner. I believe in you and that your word is true. I believe that Jesus Christ is the Son of the living God and that he died on the cross so that I may now have forgiveness for my sins and eternal life. I know that without you in my heart my life is meaningless.
I believe in my heart that you, Lord God, raised Him from the dead. Please Jesus forgive me, for every sin I have ever committed or done in my heart, please Lord Jesus forgive me and come into my heart as my personal Lord and Savior today. I need you to be my Father and my friend.
I give you my life and ask you to take full control from this moment on; I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ."
My gf and I have been dating for several years now. She is 26 and was a cheerleader with a perfect body. When I use to talk about her trying black she would get so mad and think I was sick. I have now gotten her to call her big dildo her black dildo and we use it while we watch interacial porn :) We have agreed she can hook up with any black guy with or without me. She hasnt done it yet. She has admitted she would hook up but won't give him head. She has said more than once her favorite position would be doggy and she would want him to bust her her only with a condom on. She is scared that he will be to big and it would stretch her out. I now get txts everytime a black guy hits on her and I always ask if she would with him and she says no. I am suppose to pick a city and we are going to get a hotel. We are going to go shopping and pick her cloths out, go out to eat, then out to the clubs. She agreed to dance with black guys while I watch and if she like one she will bring him back for me to watch. This is such a turn on but now i'm starting to get cold feet. Do you think I should keep pushing????
yeah push right over here SANY0044.JPG
Its an once in a lifetime expierence that only most dream of , if you wanted it from the start then , why stop it now... I can tell you that the fun has not even started yet so , i would just let the cards play outand go from there , WARNING... NEVER STOP A GOOD THING.....