I have been interested in cocks all my life. During elementary school, I played with and licked the dicks of classmates, friends, and some cousins. Later on, I watched some older classmates jerk off. When I saw the cum shoot out of their dicks, I knew I had to taste that sweet cum for myself. I tried to suck off the dicks of the guys I had previously played with. However, because they were just starting to enter puberty, the best they could feed me was some pre-cum. One did piss in my mouth. And for the first time, they started calling me a queer and a fag. I began Middle School with a solid rep for being a cocksucker. During my last year of Middle School, two guys entered my class. They had been left back a total of 3 years, when they joined my class, they should have been high school juniors. They had the cocks and balls of men and were known as street thugs. My reputation got back to them. One day, they both cornered me in a boys' room. They first ordered me to strip. By this point in time, I had started to wear panties. When they first saw the pink pair I had on that day, they started to laugh and one said: "A sissy, I knew it"! I didn't just suck them off, they actually fucked my mouth. They were heavy cummers and I swallowed every drop down into my chubby belly.
I lost my cherry in my ass-pussy in high school. I was working in my *******'s auto repair business. He had a mechanic by the name of Walter, who was 45 years old. He had served in the Soviet army during WWII and had a reputation for being a mean, nasty SOB. I was intimated by him, but I also had a desie to be dominated by him. I guess he picked up on my "fag" vibes; I did like staring at his uncut, thick, 8" cock, which was anchored to a set of big, hairy balls. I picked up at him staring at by chubby ass, and I noticed a bulge tenting his pants whenever he did so. One Saturday, him and I were working alone in the shop. The business was actually closed, but Walter and I were there to get a head start on an engine job. During a coffee break, the talk talked to sex. Walter suddenly started playing with my chubby ass cheeks, a moan from my lips gave me away. He then started to kiss me, forsing his tongue into my mouth. I kissed him back passionately, my own tongue playing tag with his. He ordered me to strip. When my baby-blue panties came into view, he said: "Damn, the boss' ******* IS a sissy fag"! He quickly stripped off his own clothes, while I played with my tiny dick and wet my lips. He then turned around and told me to kiss his hairy ass, and eat out his equally hairy asshole, which I gladly did. He then went back to playing with my fem body, sucking and biting my fem like meaty teats, leaving hickeys on them, and stuck a finger into my virgin ass-pussy. He asked if my pussy had previously had a cock in it, and I told him his baby-maker was going to be my first. He told me that he was going to burst my cherry, and then fuck me really good until he had satisfied his lust and taken his pleasure. He then said he was going to breed my sissy's cunt with his Russian baby-makers, and make my chubby belly swell up even more with his Russian bastard, marking me as HIS sissy fag bitch. Walter turned out to have one virtue: sharing me with his like-minded friends.
I had seen Black cocks before, and I had managed to suck some off during my early cock-sucking days. I realized that Black cocks were bigger than white guys' dicks. I also discovered that Black guys were more assertive and domineering than white guys, something that greatly appealed to my submissive nature. During the summer before my first college semester, I was eager to be fucked by my first BBC. I had learned of a gay porno theater in NYC, which had a rep for being a place where Black guys gathered to fuck white boys like me. As I walked to the theater entrance, I noticed four Black guys just hanging out nearby. As I walked past, shaking my ass, one guy shouted at me: "Hey white boy, do you want to blow our Black cocks"? I replied: "I would rather like to be fucked by them and filled with Black cum from your Black balls. We entered the theater and, for the next 2 hours+, they satisfied their lust by using my two holes. I was spit-roasted, and two Black cocks tried to enter my pussy hole simultaneously. That effort failed, my hole would not expand, and the two cocks were too big. Instead, all four pissed on me.