Feelings of a cuckold real life

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Slideonin

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As a real life cuckold couple there are many feelings that take hold. Tonight the wife is off on an over night with her regular lover, while the husband is left at home to clean the house and tend to the animals. For me the husband who writes this there are mixed feelings. I am aroused knowing she is getting used, perhaps by her bull and his friend. I will get no picutres and do not even know if they sleep in the same bed. She will return tomorrow afternoon, I will remove her pants and be required to clean her, then I will fuck her but must pull out and cum on her belly. As I type this, my cock gets hard, I will probally jack off for hours not cumming so I can hold it for when she gets back. For her I can tell she is feeling excited but concerned, she texts me from the casino to see what I am doing, when she is not with him she trys to reach out. I feel like a mix of resentement and excitement. I told her last night I did not really want her to go but whta choice did I have, she said now you say it after I planned to go. I know I could have ****** the issue but it seems wrong. I was tempted as I am every time to tell her this is the last time. But I know it will not be. She will smell of him for days, and I will get aroused and make love to her.
While I do not know for sure I can tell when they are fucking and not in the casino becasue she will not answer me while she is with him It is like I do not exist. This time I do not even know where they are staying.
Its funny the last time she never left down and spent the night at a local hotel, and only told me later.
She doe care about my feelings but it seems she forgets when she is with him. I think it is an escape for her so I let her have it even as I hurt at some level.
They have been fucking weekly or more for 10 years, I worry about the future, but she assures me I am her partner and she is happy with me.

These are random real feelings and thoughts as I experinece once again the real cuckold life. Those of you who have this fantacy, take heed, it is complicaed in our society and you will battle many feelings.

I hope this is interesting to some. I am sure there will be the oh she loves him comments or other foolishness and perhaps that is part of the thrill.
 
We have been doing this for 7 years. I took an afternoon and fucked a new bull. Hubby expressed almost the exact same feelings. No matter how long you do this these feelings creep up. It takes a ton of maturity to process them and understand them the way you and he did. For me I always want to keep the communication open. So it's important I don't get overly upset by this but make sure I give the reassurance he needs. This is really the stuff we need to talk about more.
 
MariaAroonsvil said:
I want to humiliate a white man by making him lick my ass after the real black man has ejaculated on me. The best place for a white man is to serve the great black race.
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lol you sound like you have a deep hatred of white men ,there is no race superior to any other, ignorance like yours fuels hatred in all countries, wife likes have sex with black guys and i enjoy watching her, thats as far as it goes,
 
Slideonin said:
As a real life cuckold couple there are many feelings that take hold. Tonight the wife is off on an over night with her regular lover, while the husband is left at home to clean the house and tend to the animals. For me the husband who writes this there are mixed feelings. I am aroused knowing she is getting used, perhaps by her bull and his friend. I will get no picutres and do not even know if they sleep in the same bed. She will return tomorrow afternoon, I will remove her pants and be required to clean her, then I will fuck her but must pull out and cum on her belly. As I type this, my cock gets hard, I will probally jack off for hours not cumming so I can hold it for when she gets back. For her I can tell she is feeling excited but concerned, she texts me from the casino to see what I am doing, when she is not with him she trys to reach out. I feel like a mix of resentement and excitement. I told her last night I did not really want her to go but whta choice did I have, she said now you say it after I planned to go. I know I could have ****** the issue but it seems wrong. I was tempted as I am every time to tell her this is the last time. But I know it will not be. She will smell of him for days, and I will get aroused and make love to her.
While I do not know for sure I can tell when they are fucking and not in the casino becasue she will not answer me while she is with him It is like I do not exist. This time I do not even know where they are staying.
Its funny the last time she never left down and spent the night at a local hotel, and only told me later.
She doe care about my feelings but it seems she forgets when she is with him. I think it is an escape for her so I let her have it even as I hurt at some level.
They have been fucking weekly or more for 10 years, I worry about the future, but she assures me I am her partner and she is happy with me.

These are random real feelings and thoughts as I experinece once again the real cuckold life. Those of you who have this fantacy, take heed, it is complicaed in our society and you will battle many feelings.

I hope this is interesting to some. I am sure there will be the oh she loves him comments or other foolishness and perhaps that is part of the thrill.
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I can tell you as the male in my 3some relationship. I don't see the wife alone ever but even if I did I know how much she loves her husband but needs me. And I would never try and break that in any way. Knowing that she loves him adds to my desire for her
 
Just4funn1962 said:
I can tell you as the male in my 3some relationship. I don't see the wife alone ever but even if I did I know how much she loves her husband but needs me. And I would never try and break that in any way. Knowing that she loves him adds to my desire for her
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I totally get your feelings and appriciate the respect of the place of the husband. This is a lifestyle that can be challanging at times and a respectful third party makes a big difference. One thing we always struggle with is why some guys feel the need to tell her they love her, she does not need it but they think its the way to get to her we suspect.

She knows its a game the guys play, but throwing around the love word with my wife in anything but about the pussy or sex will be a problem.

Bulls, if you want someone to love find your own wife, you get to fuck ours that should be enough.

I wonder how many others feel this way.
 
Just4funn1962 said:
Well here is the thing I have played with a lot of couples over the years and in 25 years have only loved 2 women that I played with she is the 2nd. The other past away some years back. I do love her
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It is a tough balance, I imaging when being intimate with a wonderful woman for a number of years it is hard to not love them. So I understand that side of it.

It comes down to respect, and not tryng to mess with the marriage.

Maybe the question is how many people can you love and how do you define love. what a complex issue.
 
Nhcuckcpl said:
We have been doing this for 7 years. I took an afternoon and fucked a new bull. Hubby expressed almost the exact same feelings. No matter how long you do this these feelings creep up. It takes a ton of maturity to process them and understand them the way you and he did. For me I always want to keep the communication open. So it's important I don't get overly upset by this but make sure I give the reassurance he needs. This is really the stuff we need to talk about more.
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You are right!
 
Slideonin said:
It is a tough balance, I imaging when being intimate with a wonderful woman for a number of years it is hard to not love them. So I understand that side of it.

It comes down to respect, and not tryng to mess with the marriage.

Maybe the question is how many people can you love and how do you define love. what a complex issue.
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Absolutely! I totally respect the husband. I have zero contact with the wife until we have a date set up! I never ever contact her outside of anything we have arranged in the 3 years we have been playing.
 
Slideonin said:
I totally get your feelings and appriciate the respect of the place of the husband. This is a lifestyle that can be challanging at times and a respectful third party makes a big difference. One thing we always struggle with is why some guys feel the need to tell her they love her, she does not need it but they think its the way to get to her we suspect.

She knows its a game the guys play, but throwing around the love word with my wife in anything but about the pussy or sex will be a problem.

Bulls, if you want someone to love find your own wife, you get to fuck ours that should be enough.

I wonder how many others feel this way.
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These guys don't have much game and they figure if they throw that in the mix it is a sure thing that they would get some more and become the guy that trumps the others! I however am the guy who enjoys the session and make sure that everyone has fun and enjoyment! it takes someone with experience to make sure to include everyone's feeling and appetites!
 
Slideonin said:
As a real life cuckold couple there are many feelings that take hold. Tonight the wife is off on an over night with her regular lover, while the husband is left at home to clean the house and tend to the animals. For me the husband who writes this there are mixed feelings. I am aroused knowing she is getting used, perhaps by her bull and his friend. I will get no picutres and do not even know if they sleep in the same bed. She will return tomorrow afternoon, I will remove her pants and be required to clean her, then I will fuck her but must pull out and cum on her belly. As I type this, my cock gets hard, I will probally jack off for hours not cumming so I can hold it for when she gets back. For her I can tell she is feeling excited but concerned, she texts me from the casino to see what I am doing, when she is not with him she trys to reach out. I feel like a mix of resentement and excitement. I told her last night I did not really want her to go but whta choice did I have, she said now you say it after I planned to go. I know I could have ****** the issue but it seems wrong. I was tempted as I am every time to tell her this is the last time. But I know it will not be. She will smell of him for days, and I will get aroused and make love to her.
While I do not know for sure I can tell when they are fucking and not in the casino becasue she will not answer me while she is with him It is like I do not exist. This time I do not even know where they are staying.
Its funny the last time she never left down and spent the night at a local hotel, and only told me later.
She doe care about my feelings but it seems she forgets when she is with him. I think it is an escape for her so I let her have it even as I hurt at some level.
They have been fucking weekly or more for 10 years, I worry about the future, but she assures me I am her partner and she is happy with me.

These are random real feelings and thoughts as I experinece once again the real cuckold life. Those of you who have this fantacy, take heed, it is complicaed in our society and you will battle many feelings.

I hope this is interesting to some. I am sure there will be the oh she loves him comments or other foolishness and perhaps that is part of the thrill.
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Stop your whining. Either be a man or continue being a bitch. But after at least 10 years im afraid you are just an emotional bitch for now on. But it sounds like that is what turns you on. So accept and enjoy
 
MariaAroonsvil said:
I want to humiliate a white man by making him lick my ass after the real black man has ejaculated on me. The best place for a white man is to serve the great black race.
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If you really want this, why don't you have any information on your profile that might help you meet a white cuckold and make this happen?
 
georgia and d said:
lol you sound like you have a deep hatred of white men ,there is no race superior to any other, ignorance like yours fuels hatred in all countries, wife likes have sex with black guys and i enjoy watching her, thats as far as it goes,
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I’m the same as you none of this gay bullshit about cleaning up anybody or embarrassing anyone. I think it’s just crazy how there’s two extremes
 
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