FEAR and ANXIETY and JEALOUSY

[StephanieandJJ]

So even though I got told not to post until I’m verdiied as a couple I will, I’m not posting pictures of my wife without her consent and I am not leading anyone on.
It’s funny, on here there is a desire for more hotwives but no body wants to be along the journey. Trust me my wife is worth it, she is sexy af and so sensual.

So yesterday we went to the mall and we got back onto this topic but she sort of shut it down and I thought it was over and dead with but I think she was just still processing? Well long story short when we got home we got into it. We’re young and very sexually active and after 20 minutes of massaging her and kissing her and her being turned on I asked if I could show her cuckolding videos....
She said YES !
I started with this video https://m.xhamster.com/videos/cuckold-kiss-5808314

And she was really seeing how I want her to be fucked while I kiss her and caress her and she seemed to like it but what happened next still replays in my mind
So I started to play her this video https://m.xhamster.com/videos/white-wife-takes-bbc-hubby-films-3996047

I’m telling you guys I swear she had to like it a lot ! She started biting her lips after watching some of the video. I even started fast forwarding it to sort of just get to the part where the husband gets involved in kissing and not just the BBC fucking the wife and she asked me “why are you fast forwarding , let me watch it” that was crazy, she was sooooo wet when I touched her and when I asked her if she would like that? And she said yes !! We had great sex afterwards but it’s what happened at night that has me worried. After I felt jealousy and fear and was soooooooooo confused and taken over that she actually liked the BBC cuckold video... I guess I never expected it , like I wanted her to shut it down? I couldn’t sleep just wondering and being worried but does this mean I should try and just shut this down?
Is having these feelings now a sign that I shouldn’t proceed to trying to get her fucked by a BBC in front of me? I guess I never imagined she would be into a BBC fucking her in front of me, but I started to play with fire and now I’m feeling the burn.
Please help!!

 

[tobecucked]

So even though I got told not to post until I’m verdiied as a couple I will, I’m not posting pictures of my wife without her consent and I am not leading anyone on.
It’s funny, on here there is a desire for more hotwives but no body wants to be along the journey. Trust me my wife is worth it, she is sexy af and so sensual.

So yesterday we went to the mall and we got back onto this topic but she sort of shut it down and I thought it was over and dead with but I think she was just still processing? Well long story short when we got home we got into it. We’re young and very sexually active and after 20 minutes of massaging her and kissing her and her being turned on I asked if I could show her cuckolding videos....
She said YES !
I started with this video https://m.xhamster.com/videos/cuckold-kiss-5808314

And she was really seeing how I want her to be fucked while I kiss her and caress her and she seemed to like it but what happened next still replays in my mind
So I started to play her this video https://m.xhamster.com/videos/white-wife-takes-bbc-hubby-films-3996047

I’m telling you guys I swear she had to like it a lot ! She started biting her lips after watching some of the video. I even started fast forwarding it to sort of just get to the part where the husband gets involved in kissing and not just the BBC fucking the wife and she asked me “why are you fast forwarding , let me watch it” that was crazy, she was sooooo wet when I touched her and when I asked her if she would like that? And she said yes !! We had great sex afterwards but it’s what happened at night that has me worried. After I felt jealousy and fear and was soooooooooo confused and taken over that she actually liked the BBC cuckold video... I guess I never expected it , like I wanted her to shut it down? I couldn’t sleep just wondering and being worried but does this mean I should try and just shut this down?
Is having these feelings now a sign that I shouldn’t proceed to trying to get her fucked by a BBC in front of me? I guess I never imagined she would be into a BBC fucking her in front of me, but I started to play with fire and now I’m feeling the burn.
Please help!!

all what your feel is normal the excitement of wonting your wife with a much bigger black male seeing her satisfied better than you will ever do ,you now know shes excited by it and seeing his big cock and strong body he has . the thing is when you cum it all goes and you start to get jealous feeling this is all normal . you will start wonting it again and your go through it again and again till she makes you the cuck you know you crave to be

 

[StephanieandJJ]

all what your feel is normal the excitement of wonting your wife with a much bigger black male seeing her satisfied better than you will ever do ,you now know shes excited by it and seeing his big cock and strong body he has . the thing is when you cum it all goes and you start to get jealous feeling this is all normal . you will start wonting it again and your go through it again and again till she makes you the cuck you know you crave to be

You’re so right. I definitely feel so different after I cum but again the next day I’m rifht back at the beginning.

 

[MissScarletQOS]

I don’t know what perspective you are looking for here, but I’ll give you my perspective as a cuckoldress. I have a special place in my heart for wannabe cucks and cuckolds going through this process with their spouses. My cuckold has run into many of the common pitfalls that come with the lifestyle and we have successfully worked through them.

It sounds like you are being very open with your wife about your desire for her to cuckold you and that’s very important. Communication is key. It sounds like when you saw how turned on your wife was by the porn you perceived a loss of control about the fantasy. It was no longer YOUR fantasy, it became HERS. This happens with all cuckold couples, and that loss of control is a breeding ground for insecurity. That’s very likely what you were experiencing as you laid in bed feeling jealous.

If you truly desire cuckoldry and a female lead relationship you will have to learn how to manage these insecurities and your wife will have to learn how to lovingly reassure you without jeopardizing her role as your cuckoldress. This article is a great place to start: https://lsmentor.com/problems-cuckoldry/

 

[SandyPark]

I don’t know what perspective you are looking for here, but I’ll give you my perspective as a cuckoldress. I have a special place in my heart for wannabe cucks and cuckolds going through this process with their spouses. My cuckold has run into many of the common pitfalls that come with the lifestyle and we have successfully worked through them.

It sounds like you are being very open with your wife about your desire for her to cuckold you and that’s very important. Communication is key. It sounds like when you saw how turned on your wife was by the porn you perceived a loss of control about the fantasy. It was no longer YOUR fantasy, it became HERS. This happens with all cuckold couples, and that loss of control is a breeding ground for insecurity. That’s very likely what you were experiencing as you laid in bed feeling jealous.

If you truly desire cuckoldry and a female lead relationship you will have to learn how to manage these insecurities and your wife will have to learn how to lovingly reassure you without jeopardizing her role as your cuckoldress. This article is a great place to start: https://lsmentor.com/problems-cuckoldry/

Don't give in to guilt and fear. Be strong and continue the path you know you want. The above article is very on point for you. Best luck and remember, Cuckoldry = win, win, win!