We actually went to a pub for a *******(s) to settle our nerves afterwards and sat on a couch in a corner to talk privately. We were both shook up by what I said and for different reasons of course. We talked more and she asked all the who, what, when and why questions. I confessed I got like this by watching interracial porn and started fantasizing about her being with a hung black man and thinking about her reaction.
And I can tell you it was not an easy conversation to have with my wife. My voice was shaking the entire time and it was hard to talk about hung black men without stuttering and my wife even said I could calm down. I had this raging hard on which my wife noticed in the dim lighting and was shocked at how much this turned me on.
She told me at some point it was a nice fantasy but I had to know it could never happen. It sucked to hear that but the next day I convinced her to watch an amateur porn of a mature married woman with a hung black man as the husband watch and she loved it. It was after that she said she was interested.
