I think for most beta cuckolds, these feelings start younger and usually hinge on when they have their first sexual encounters. Mine started started with first girlfriend back in senior year of high school. She was experienced with sex and I wasn’t and she had a kardashian taste in men and was with a few bbc’s before me. So when she saw me naked for the first time, she proceeded to tease me about my size. She fucked me but i could tell it wasn’t much for her. As time went on we continued to fuck and one day after we had sex she casually asked me if I would be mad if she saw another guy in our school that she was friends with, This friend was a tall black guy that was the star on our high school basketball team. He had a reputation of turning out a bunch of white girls at a record clip in our school. Word got around he had a monster cock, and had a nickname given to him by these girls. “Superman” was his nickname and it was for his sexual prowess. I kinda reluctantly went along with it. Being my first girlfriend and teased by her, I didn’t want to lose her so I said it was ok. One afternoon we got out of school early, me and her went to his house. He kinda took over immediately because he had so much experience. I was told to sit in the corner and I could watch and beat off, but i wasn’t to participate with them. He proceeded to fuck her like I’ve never seen done before. And his cock was enormous, about 9 inches and as thick as a coke can. After it was over, she had a hard time walking for a short time. I took her home. Turns out that was the worst thing that could of happened as she started to fuck him on a fairly regular basis. And I’d be there to watch her and him each time, sitting in the corner beating off each time. Over time it molded me into a full on cuck. I mean how couldn’t it? I wanted her to stop but after a while I liked watching her more. I got cut off eventually and we broke up soon thereafter. It completely changed me. And even though I didn’t know what the word cuckold was then, I was living it for sure. It has changed my whole sex life from that point on.
Agree with this a lot. Especially for those of us that are truly bottoms.
I married relatively young (24). My wife was about 8 years older than me. She was also the first woman i ever slept with.
Now, this was about 25 years ago, so a lot of the terms and concepts that we throw around regarding cuckolding were totally unknown to me.
She was completely dominant with me. I'd always harbored submissive tendencies prior to meeting her, but i'd never gotten the chance to explore them with a real person. Well, she changed all that. She really brought me along. And, years later, i now see how comprehensively she 'groomed' be to be a cuck. i think she could smell the beta on me. And, from the beginning, i think it was her goal to bring this out of me as much as possible.
Our relationship already featured a healthy dose of femdom; she first pegged me after we had been together for about 6 months, although she still occasionally let me fuck her, most of our play featured me eating her to orgasm and being allowed to masturbate in front of her (if she thought i should be allowed to cum at all). Also, she expected a large amount of domestic servitude from me. By the time the cucking took place, she really had me in tow.
We had discussed cuckolding for a while, but the opportunity never came up. Eventually, we moved back to her hometown, and she mentioned that one of her ex boyfriends might be a likely candidate. We soon met with him at a nearby pub, went back to his place, and, while i kneeled on the floor in His living room, i listened to them through his closed bedroom door as He railed my wife for about 40 minutes. i was beside myself with excitement, and came twice in my pants while listening to them, hardly having to touch myself at all.
After, we went home and she had me clean her out. She fucked her ex two more times in the next few months (not in my presence), and, about six months later, our relationship ended.
To this day, i know that i was forever changed as a 'man' by this experience. Not that i wasn't a sub to begin with, but it takes on a whole other level when someone is there to push you deeper and to help confirm those nagging feelings you've always had about yourself.
For me, two events of that first night that i became a cuck stick out to me till this day. And although it took me YEARS to come to terms with what i really was, i now see that these events had a profound affect on the rest of my life.
Number one, when we got to his house, she and him sat on a sofa. I was about to sit in a chair by the couch, but she scolded me before i did and told me to kneel on the floor. Now i'd kneeled in front of her many times before, but NEVER in the presence of someone else. The shock, shame, humiliation, and, above all else, extreme sexual excitement when my knees hit the floor in front of another man all combined to make one of the most intense moments of my entire life. Part of the shame came from realizing that i wanted to kneel in front of this Alpha; it just felt natural to me.
Being fairly naive, i was still clinging to the hope that 'cuckolding' that night might just be a term for a rather kinky MFM threesome, and i would be able to play with my wife on a semi-even footing with her ex. Kneeling on the floor in front of this man instantly made me realize my role in the evening's events, and in my wife's life in general. That feeling of shame as i looked up at him while kneeling on his living room carpet still haunts and arouses me to this day.
Secondly, after we got home, and i had cleaned her out, she graciously allowed me to fuck her. To say the least, i was hugely non-plussed by this. What did she want from me? Did she want me to now fuck her like He had? He had utterly destroyed her, had her making sounds i'd NEVER heard when i'd fucked her, talking to her in a nasty, abusive fashion i would have been terrified to try out on her. Did she want this from me? Was that the point of her letting me listen to their lovemaking that night?
Unsure, as i started fucking her, i tried to make out what she wanted. I started asking a her little questions. Eventually, i said "you never made those kind of noises when i fucked you". To which she immediately answered, "that's becuase He's a Real Man."
I instantly exploded in her, probably one of the strongest orgasms i've ever experienced. You don't cum that hard to something like that unless it's a deeply ingrained trait in you.
As i said, i've NEVER been the same since.