I think for most beta cuckolds, these feelings start younger and usually hinge on when they have their first sexual encounters. Mine started started with first girlfriend back in senior year of high school. She was experienced with sex and I wasn’t and she had a kardashian taste in men and was with a few bbc’s before me. So when she saw me naked for the first time, she proceeded to tease me about my size. She fucked me but i could tell it wasn’t much for her. As time went on we continued to fuck and one day after we had sex she casually asked me if I would be mad if she saw another guy in our school that she was friends with, This friend was a tall black guy that was the star on our high school basketball team. He had a reputation of turning out a bunch of white girls at a record clip in our school. Word got around he had a monster cock, and had a nickname given to him by these girls. “Superman” was his nickname and it was for his sexual prowess. I kinda reluctantly went along with it. Being my first girlfriend and teased by her, I didn’t want to lose her so I said it was ok. One afternoon we got out of school early, me and her went to his house. He kinda took over immediately because he had so much experience. I was told to sit in the corner and I could watch and beat off, but i wasn’t to participate with them. He proceeded to fuck her like I’ve never seen done before. And his cock was enormous, about 9 inches and as thick as a coke can. After it was over, she had a hard time walking for a short time. I took her home. Turns out that was the worst thing that could of happened as she started to fuck him on a fairly regular basis. And I’d be there to watch her and him each time, sitting in the corner beating off each time. Over time it molded me into a full on cuck. I mean how couldn’t it? I wanted her to stop but after a while I liked watching her more. I got cut off eventually and we broke up soon thereafter. It completely changed me. And even though I didn’t know what the word cuckold was then, I was living it for sure. It has changed my whole sex life from that point on.
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