Well, i thought that after i sucked a big black cock i'd find it was mostly like any other, but it felt sooo good in my mouth and i got so turned on that i ended up doing a lot more with him than just sucking his cock. I quickly found myself wanting more and more of the things he wanted to do to me. i tried to step back from it a few years ago, but it just won't relent. Recently i just gave in and now i'm serving black men about once a week. Hopefully there will be more soon, once a week is not enough!