Can a cuckold ever go back to a vanilla sex life?

pvak74

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I feel like once it’s affected you and you enter a cuckold lifestyle it’s almost next impossible to go back to a vanilla sex life. Those urges and thoughts of cuckolding never really go away. Once you’ve seen your wife/girlfriend get railed by bbc while you are beating off and make a mess all over yourself, I don’t think you can ever go back to a regular sex. I personally don’t want to, and I don’t think my wife ever wants to. Even if we divorced, I don’t think I could bring myself to go back to vanilla sex with another woman. Once you become a cuckold, you’re always a cuckold. Am I wrong? What do you think?
 
Just made an account to respond, depends honestly, it's just one fetish for some people I guess which makes it easy to turn on and off in some cases. Though if your someone where it's the most arousing thing and you haven't much other interests than vanilla sex then I see why it may be hard to go back to vanilla
 
I feel like once it’s affected you and you enter a cuckold lifestyle it’s almost next impossible to go back to a vanilla sex life. Those urges and thoughts of cuckolding never really go away. Once you’ve seen your wife/girlfriend get railed by bbc while you are beating off and make a mess all over yourself, I don’t think you can ever go back to a regular sex. I personally don’t want to, and I don’t think my wife ever wants to. Even if we divorced, I don’t think I could bring myself to go back to vanilla sex with another woman. Once you become a cuckold, you’re always a cuckold. Am I wrong? What do you think?
I totally agree. Now that I've tasted the fruits of being a Cuckold, I could never go back!
 
We had confessed our desires to each other slightly more than a year ago. Then we had some Bbc experience 4 times. We havent had a single session together only concentrating to each other then. We always relive the memories or imagining new possible bbc encounters. Our sex life, love making sessions and climaxes are exclusively based on cuckolding fantasy with bbc.
 
I doubt you can ever go back. I was cuckolded 30 years ago (took me a few years to understand it, accept it and then enjoy it) so for the last 25 years its all i've masturbated over, its all i've wanted my ex's and current wife to be, sexually promiscuous, and it still gives me the rush that it did in my youth (to be honest, its the only thing that does, and I think that is part of the problem) Its a fetish that has definitely imprisoned me and I can't function sexually without some or all of the components of being a cuckold. Not the healthiest road to travel, but in saying that, if you know deep down inside you are a cuck and you're able to live that out with a willing/ loving wife, its can be the most liberating feeling in the world, living the true and honest life you need to live.
 
I doubt you can ever go back. I was cuckolded 30 years ago (took me a few years to understand it, accept it and then enjoy it) so for the last 25 years its all i've masturbated over, its all i've wanted my ex's and current wife to be, sexually promiscuous, and it still gives me the rush that it did in my youth (to be honest, its the only thing that does, and I think that is part of the problem) Its a fetish that has definitely imprisoned me and I can't function sexually without some or all of the components of being a cuckold. Not the healthiest road to travel, but in saying that, if you know deep down inside you are a cuck and you're able to live that out with a willing/ loving wife, its can be the most liberating feeling in the world, living the true and honest life you need to live.
Well said, I agree 100%...
 
After over 20 years of living as Robins cuckold husband I know it would be impossible for me to ever go back to a normal/vanilla sex life. The IR lifestyle that we live and being a cuckold is my way of life.....I live it openly and proudly. I only find sexual excitement from IR or cuckold porn.....watching Robin with black men or filling my cuckold dutys with Robin and her black lovers. I am programmed to be a cuckold and never ever want to be anything else or be involved in any other form of sexual lifestyle.
 
After over 20 years of living as Robins cuckold husband I know it would be impossible for me to ever go back to a normal/vanilla sex life. The IR lifestyle that we live and being a cuckold is my way of life.....I live it openly and proudly. I only find sexual excitement from IR or cuckold porn.....watching Robin with black men or filling my cuckold dutys with Robin and her black lovers. I am programmed to be a cuckold and never ever want to be anything else or be involved in any other form of sexual lifestyle.
Same here, I gave a promise to my current wife i'll be monogamous and when she chooses celibate for the rest of my life to her, my cock will never enter another woman as long as i'm still with her as a cuckold. My hand is my only outlet when she chooses she doesn't feel like any sex with me. Once a cuckold, always a cuckold.
 
After over 20 years of living as Robins cuckold husband I know it would be impossible for me to ever go back to a normal/vanilla sex life. The IR lifestyle that we live and being a cuckold is my way of life.....I live it openly and proudly. I only find sexual excitement from IR or cuckold porn.....watching Robin with black men or filling my cuckold dutys with Robin and her black lovers. I am programmed to be a cuckold and never ever want to be anything else or be involved in any other form of sexual lifestyle.


Rock, this is why I find this lifestyle so fascinating...I love the topic of sex...it stimulates my brain like no other. I’ve been on many alternative sex sites and this one intrigues me so much - from a knowledge standpoint.

I’m just think this lifestyle is so powerful. The pleasure and mix of emotions is so captivating and SOOOOOO HARD to duplicate that it becomes a way of life.

This lifestyle has found a way to eliminate the habituation effect because of the loving support and encouragement of the husband and the plethora of BBC more than willing to turn your wife out.

So fascinating
 
Rock, this is why I find this lifestyle so fascinating...I love the topic of sex...it stimulates my brain like no other. I’ve been on many alternative sex sites and this one intrigues me so much - from a knowledge standpoint.

I’m just think this lifestyle is so powerful. The pleasure and mix of emotions is so captivating and SOOOOOO HARD to duplicate that it becomes a way of life.

This lifestyle has found a way to eliminate the habituation effect because of the loving support and encouragement of the husband and the plethora of BBC more than willing to turn your wife out.

So fascinating
This lifestyle is extremly powerful. It takes a happily married white couple who love each other very much where the wife has needs and desires that can only be satisfied by black men and the husband is willing to allow to her have sexual relationships with black men so her desires are filled. For periods of time in thier marriage the white wife becomes a black mans lover...submittig her body to black men for thier sexual pleasure and her sexual satisfaction with the husbands knowledge and approval and usually with him present to watch. The dynamics and emotions of a relationship like this is overwhelming in as much as after the white wife has been shared with a black man for what is usually extremly intense sexual gratifaction for both the white wife and her black lover the husband is there to love and nurture her as much or more than he did before she was blackened. This lifestyle is like no other...without comparison...captivating.....addicting....exclusive to those who live and love it....
 
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I don't think I could. Since we got into the life style it's literally all I've thought about sexually. It's the only porn I look at and it's the only thing I think about when I jerk off. If my wife wanted to go back to fucking me alone I don't know if I'd even want to?
 
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