I essentially "came out" to my wife this weekend about my desires. To be honest I have skirted around the subject many many times. We have done some IR roleplay over the years with limited but somewhat increasing interest. We had a sex session this Saturday night that escalated to admissions on both sides and with me telling her I wanted to live as a cuckold. This conversation fueled my desire and armed with a black dildo and a Hitachi wand and I went about extracting her desires. First, I determined that she had done a fair amount of research on cuckolding and although always playing coy she knew quite a bit about the concept. The second, although she acts like she has no interest in black men I ran her through the paces and she came so many times with me talking about being cucked by a BBC I lost count.
While on the wand for a couple of hours she was speaking in tongues. I both role played and verbalized my desires. To hold her while she came with another man, clean up, watching her, listening form outside a room, find her men, and many more. I sat in a chair and circled the bed jerking off while the Hitachi was her surrogate for black cock. She even began to participate during the session. Asking me to kneel at her feet, to keep jerking off for her, that I would clean her up. Even subtle things including aggressively lunging at my fingers when I presented them as another cock to suck. When I made her suck them as a black cock she would start convulsing in orgasm.
So it appears that my admission went pretty well. She was somewhat reserved Sunday and stayed away from the subject, but believe I am at peak time to move to the next level. The jump from admission to role play to real BBC is a big jump. Looking for two things.
First, other cucks or couples advise on how to move forward. Just because we had a great night does not mean I will be able to invite a stranger over next weekend. That is not reality and am looking for ways to continue the process that makes it more natural and make sure there is not a big stumble in the progress.
Secondly, I am looking for the right bull. Not for one night stands but someone that wants to build a relationship and over time own a cuck couple. I want a bull that is enjoys the cuckolding, is verbal and can grow his dominance over time as my wife becomes more comfortable. Immediate ass spanking slut talking is probably not going to advance the ball. Over months we can get their based on my experience with my wife.
We are both in our mid 50's and live in Florida (Tampa/Sarasota, Orlando) for a great deal of the year. Looking forward to meeting bulls and getting advice.
While on the wand for a couple of hours she was speaking in tongues. I both role played and verbalized my desires. To hold her while she came with another man, clean up, watching her, listening form outside a room, find her men, and many more. I sat in a chair and circled the bed jerking off while the Hitachi was her surrogate for black cock. She even began to participate during the session. Asking me to kneel at her feet, to keep jerking off for her, that I would clean her up. Even subtle things including aggressively lunging at my fingers when I presented them as another cock to suck. When I made her suck them as a black cock she would start convulsing in orgasm.
So it appears that my admission went pretty well. She was somewhat reserved Sunday and stayed away from the subject, but believe I am at peak time to move to the next level. The jump from admission to role play to real BBC is a big jump. Looking for two things.
First, other cucks or couples advise on how to move forward. Just because we had a great night does not mean I will be able to invite a stranger over next weekend. That is not reality and am looking for ways to continue the process that makes it more natural and make sure there is not a big stumble in the progress.
Secondly, I am looking for the right bull. Not for one night stands but someone that wants to build a relationship and over time own a cuck couple. I want a bull that is enjoys the cuckolding, is verbal and can grow his dominance over time as my wife becomes more comfortable. Immediate ass spanking slut talking is probably not going to advance the ball. Over months we can get their based on my experience with my wife.
We are both in our mid 50's and live in Florida (Tampa/Sarasota, Orlando) for a great deal of the year. Looking forward to meeting bulls and getting advice.
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