What is easier now? Seeing your wife fucked by other men?
I knew there would be a "mind fuck" of sorts for my husband. We have tried again since, I ended up having a bull I saw pretty regularly for about 10 months.. at first my husband did great with this bull. They got along, my first sexual encounter with him couldn't have been better, etc etc.. then he started to get jealous again. And I got angry and continued to see my bull solo. It seems to be a pattern. I'm not excusing my behavior - two wrongs don't make a right.. But be careful what you give - because if you take that away - you run the risk of becoming the bad guy. And even though part of me feels like we are wrong if we continue to pursue it against your wishes, part of me also believes it's your own damn fault.