Anyone other cuckolds here feel ashamed of themselves?? Both me and my girl have started to realize that I am a huge sissy in every sense of the word. Part of our ritual of dirty talking has evolved to turning me into a girl basically. Learning to paint nails, put on makeup, even shaving legs...
She enjoys taking control of the relationship and teasing me about my more feminine tendencies and I love it. I enjoy being treated like this and relieved I can be honest with her. She is into power reversal and making me rub and kiss her feet on my knees while she watchs tv, or makes me BEG just to kiss her pussy. Sometimes, if I am lucky, black men on this site will even call me a "bitch" or "sissy boy" or other stuff and I crave that...but I also am ashamed.
Im ashamed that when we are watching interracial porn I cant stop staring at the big black cock. That when fiance teases me about having a "little tiny cock" or a "baby chode" I get hard and jerk off. That when I see them fucking I am jealous of the girl. That when my future wife tell me in ******* detail about the big dicks she has drunkenly sucked and experienced before she met me my mouth actually waters and I beg to hear more. That when my fiance goes to Victorias Secret she picks out a matching pair of everything she gets just for me. That sometimes when I am acting like a typical non-cucked husband, she will give me a smirk and remind me that she knows my little secret.
She has literally given me tips and intructions on how to suck a big dick...That makes me cringe with humiliation even though she laughs at how hard my little dick gets. She has no problem telling all her friends that I have submitted as her bitch and will ask to wear her panties. She has even had a few drinks and recorded on her phone their conversation about me wearing panties and doing what she says. Yes, she sent me the video and I wanted to curl up and die. But my dick was also hard as a rock.
Am I the only one? Or are other sissy boys proud of what they are? Not trying to bash anyone, just wondering how guys deal with it.
She enjoys taking control of the relationship and teasing me about my more feminine tendencies and I love it. I enjoy being treated like this and relieved I can be honest with her. She is into power reversal and making me rub and kiss her feet on my knees while she watchs tv, or makes me BEG just to kiss her pussy. Sometimes, if I am lucky, black men on this site will even call me a "bitch" or "sissy boy" or other stuff and I crave that...but I also am ashamed.
Im ashamed that when we are watching interracial porn I cant stop staring at the big black cock. That when fiance teases me about having a "little tiny cock" or a "baby chode" I get hard and jerk off. That when I see them fucking I am jealous of the girl. That when my future wife tell me in ******* detail about the big dicks she has drunkenly sucked and experienced before she met me my mouth actually waters and I beg to hear more. That when my fiance goes to Victorias Secret she picks out a matching pair of everything she gets just for me. That sometimes when I am acting like a typical non-cucked husband, she will give me a smirk and remind me that she knows my little secret.
She has literally given me tips and intructions on how to suck a big dick...That makes me cringe with humiliation even though she laughs at how hard my little dick gets. She has no problem telling all her friends that I have submitted as her bitch and will ask to wear her panties. She has even had a few drinks and recorded on her phone their conversation about me wearing panties and doing what she says. Yes, she sent me the video and I wanted to curl up and die. But my dick was also hard as a rock.
Am I the only one? Or are other sissy boys proud of what they are? Not trying to bash anyone, just wondering how guys deal with it.
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