Am i in the right hood? Help a lost white boy where to do

Hi im sorry if this is taboo here but I'm not joking and completely serious. I made the choice in my life to devote myself and body to black man pleasure as a way a righting the wrong that I learned about when I found proof my ancestor were slave owners. Although history said they were fair treated there workers with respect(all of then took our families name after the Civil War and the emancipation was written freeing all owned people) I feel and I already have a love for black men of course influences it but that my place in life is solely devoting myself transforming into as female as modern day methods are capable solely to be used and traded among black men for they're use to fulfill their sexual needs and desires. I'm looking for a black man that's well off that wants to use his money to help me achieve that goal. It's only right if my *******'s owned black men that they in turn can own me. It's what I truly want and have had Years to separate what in life. It all leads back to the fact black men have always uncontrollable dominated Mt sexuality for almost a decade since I was so luck to get to be a very dominate black transsexuals boy toy for a few months and tried to ignore the truth. That was the most pleasure I've ever had by so much. No woman's pussy could come close. Pretending to be the man isn't me. I love being a male and dressing female when I'm alone it feels natural but I wasn't born with the feature as I'm told and broad but with help and someone financially support my transforming into a black men's sexual outlet I give my life and will over to them and trust they will keep me physically well so I recover from surgery take the hormones and train my orifices to please black men effectively and be a turn on visual as possible. Am I the right place for this. How do any of you feel about a white male devotee himself and maybe you don't yourself but you feel a black man with the means of one who hopefully is transitioning to help me but doesn't need to be that is keeping their beautiful black cock and not going as far as surgery is likely to take a rough canvas like and put their hard in money into making me the devoted pleasure tool I aspire. Does this appeal to alot of black men as my way of making right my *******'s owning slaves help or mean anything or just that I'm one less white who's having offspring and devoted themselves to black men mean something..I want to know if this is a pipe dream and I'm better off doing the work myself or if many of you had the wealth would jump at the idea of a white masculine submitted his will and making him a feminine shadow of his self living his days doing what he/she's told like a object. Just like ancestors did when they did to yours. I means I'll sign papers do whatever to make legal, training, surgery, anything my body is black man's to make his sex toy for him and anyone he sees fit. I'm trusting I won't be made to please mean with disease and am ok if makes money off me as long as some goes back into improving my body and abilities.


So am just wishing for something I need to figure out a different way to do so that attract black men naturally or would wether you can or can't jump.at doing so if you could or if im in the wrong place what's a good site to ask this question. First like I did was type black new world order forum and here's where I'm starting my first steps for this please be gentle and constructive this is 100% serious question a not a fantasy if some overly high white guy with fetish for black because of a porn addiction that has no intention of really follow through I ment everything and hope some of you can help me with opinions and direction please. Thank you my body is the black man's toy - woke
 
Hi im sorry if this is taboo here but I'm not joking and completely serious. I made the choice in my life to devote myself and body to black man pleasure as a way a righting the wrong that I learned about when I found proof my ancestor were slave owners. Although history said they were fair treated there workers with respect(all of then took our families name after the Civil War and the emancipation was written freeing all owned people) I feel and I already have a love for black men of course influences it but that my place in life is solely devoting myself transforming into as female as modern day methods are capable solely to be used and traded among black men for they're use to fulfill their sexual needs and desires. I'm looking for a black man that's well off that wants to use his money to help me achieve that goal. It's only right if my *******'s owned black men that they in turn can own me. It's what I truly want and have had Years to separate what in life. It all leads back to the fact black men have always uncontrollable dominated Mt sexuality for almost a decade since I was so luck to get to be a very dominate black transsexuals boy toy for a few months and tried to ignore the truth. That was the most pleasure I've ever had by so much. No woman's pussy could come close. Pretending to be the man isn't me. I love being a male and dressing female when I'm alone it feels natural but I wasn't born with the feature as I'm told and broad but with help and someone financially support my transforming into a black men's sexual outlet I give my life and will over to them and trust they will keep me physically well so I recover from surgery take the hormones and train my orifices to please black men effectively and be a turn on visual as possible. Am I the right place for this. How do any of you feel about a white male devotee himself and maybe you don't yourself but you feel a black man with the means of one who hopefully is transitioning to help me but doesn't need to be that is keeping their beautiful black cock and not going as far as surgery is likely to take a rough canvas like and put their hard in money into making me the devoted pleasure tool I aspire. Does this appeal to alot of black men as my way of making right my *******'s owning slaves help or mean anything or just that I'm one less white who's having offspring and devoted themselves to black men mean something..I want to know if this is a pipe dream and I'm better off doing the work myself or if many of you had the wealth would jump at the idea of a white masculine submitted his will and making him a feminine shadow of his self living his days doing what he/she's told like a object. Just like ancestors did when they did to yours. I means I'll sign papers do whatever to make legal, training, surgery, anything my body is black man's to make his sex toy for him and anyone he sees fit. I'm trusting I won't be made to please mean with disease and am ok if makes money off me as long as some goes back into improving my body and abilities.


So am just wishing for something I need to figure out a different way to do so that attract black men naturally or would wether you can or can't jump.at doing so if you could or if im in the wrong place what's a good site to ask this question. First like I did was type black new world order forum and here's where I'm starting my first steps for this please be gentle and constructive this is 100% serious question a not a fantasy if some overly high white guy with fetish for black because of a porn addiction that has no intention of really follow through I ment everything and hope some of you can help me with opinions and direction please. Thank you my body is the black man's toy - woke
What industry are you in? I'd love to network with another cuck or bull.
 
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