NervousabtBBC
Male
I'm a 38 year old white man, I've been married for 13 years to a hard 10. I gues it started when I was 13 or so. I stumbled onto some bbc porn. I still remember the video, it was three gorgeous innocent looking teens throating this MASSIVE black cock. I started cumming before I got my dick out. Over the years I have continued watching 90% BBC porn. My wife is quiet, shy, reserved, and beautiful. I never shared my addiction to interracial porn with her. Well about 2 years ago I had to use her laptop and found a collection of ONLY bbc porn that was so massive and cataloged and filthy. My heart instantly sank. I felt like my world was crashing but my cock was rock hard. There was ******* bbc l, ass liking bbc, passing bbc and a LOT of cuckold porn. I've still never confronted her about it but we've been split up for 18 months or so, and I'm quite certain she's been joining one of her sexy as fuck 22 yo coworkers with her boyfriend for longer than 18 months. He's 6'6" black, and his cock is local legend. The thought of both of them just losing their minds slurping ******* gagging spitting and swallowing that cock and balls and licking his ass drives me crazy and makes me bust so hard that the back of my eyeballs hurt. For one thing she NEVER got close to my ass even though I brought it up for years, yet she has an entirely file bank in her hard drive dedicated to licking black man's ass. And I'm not bitter. I'm happy she's getting what she apparently has always wanted. Also about 8 years ago she got into my phone and found my MASSIVE collection of bbc porn. We didn't talk for a few days but we never brought it up again. Now I wonder if I was the one that turned her into a bbc cumslut when she found my porn. Cause seeing a bbc on video for the first time is something. I'm quite sure it would have been her first exposure to a bbc. And I had some good porn too. When she handed me my phone back it was at the very end of a cuck video where the woman took the condom off and seconds later was begging, "Please cum inside me n××××× and he immediately did. It showed his huge black cock slide out but it looked like it was being pushed out by the waterfall of hot cum that oozed out after. And that's where she stopped the video. Regardless, she's getting hers. I bet she can deep fucking throat now. I just wish they'd let me watch. So I guess what I'm getting at is I'm finally admitting to myself that I'm addicted to black cock. I'm certain if I was I'm the presence of her, or any slut for that matter, trying their best to suck the cum out of a huge black cock, that I would crawl till I was in front of him and ******* down as much of his cock as I possibly could. And I'm also certain if he busted in my mouth and throat I would immediately start cumming whether my cock was out or not. So I look forward to chatting with some like minded people about black cock and whatever else gets you off.