Addicted to bbc

I'm a 38 year old white man, I've been married for 13 years to a hard 10. I gues it started when I was 13 or so. I stumbled onto some bbc porn. I still remember the video, it was three gorgeous innocent looking teens throating this MASSIVE black cock. I started cumming before I got my dick out. Over the years I have continued watching 90% BBC porn. My wife is quiet, shy, reserved, and beautiful. I never shared my addiction to interracial porn with her. Well about 2 years ago I had to use her laptop and found a collection of ONLY bbc porn that was so massive and cataloged and filthy. My heart instantly sank. I felt like my world was crashing but my cock was rock hard. There was ******* bbc l, ass liking bbc, passing bbc and a LOT of cuckold porn. I've still never confronted her about it but we've been split up for 18 months or so, and I'm quite certain she's been joining one of her sexy as fuck 22 yo coworkers with her boyfriend for longer than 18 months. He's 6'6" black, and his cock is local legend. The thought of both of them just losing their minds slurping ******* gagging spitting and swallowing that cock and balls and licking his ass drives me crazy and makes me bust so hard that the back of my eyeballs hurt. For one thing she NEVER got close to my ass even though I brought it up for years, yet she has an entirely file bank in her hard drive dedicated to licking black man's ass. And I'm not bitter. I'm happy she's getting what she apparently has always wanted. Also about 8 years ago she got into my phone and found my MASSIVE collection of bbc porn. We didn't talk for a few days but we never brought it up again. Now I wonder if I was the one that turned her into a bbc cumslut when she found my porn. Cause seeing a bbc on video for the first time is something. I'm quite sure it would have been her first exposure to a bbc. And I had some good porn too. When she handed me my phone back it was at the very end of a cuck video where the woman took the condom off and seconds later was begging, "Please cum inside me n××××× and he immediately did. It showed his huge black cock slide out but it looked like it was being pushed out by the waterfall of hot cum that oozed out after. And that's where she stopped the video. Regardless, she's getting hers. I bet she can deep fucking throat now. I just wish they'd let me watch. So I guess what I'm getting at is I'm finally admitting to myself that I'm addicted to black cock. I'm certain if I was I'm the presence of her, or any slut for that matter, trying their best to suck the cum out of a huge black cock, that I would crawl till I was in front of him and ******* down as much of his cock as I possibly could. And I'm also certain if he busted in my mouth and throat I would immediately start cumming whether my cock was out or not. So I look forward to chatting with some like minded people about black cock and whatever else gets you off.
 
Anytime. You got any advice for me?
advice about what exactly?

If you want something to happen in real life, you need to start off in reality.
Sharing your fantasy stories is great jerk off materials for the cucks and betas on here, but if you want to see your gf fuck another man, you have to ground yourself into REAL obstacles and challenges.

So start by telling everyone why you cant make this happen?
 
Well I’m a 50 + white wife who only tried my first bbc after turning 50 although if my husband had had his way I would have been in my late twenties. It only happened due to my best friend who’s family are from Barbados and are black , her and talked openly about our sex lives and during one conversation she was telling me about her latest boyfriend and how big his endowment is . She asked about my husbands penis size I told her about six inches she laughed saying it would be to small for her. She then asked if I had ever been with a black guy, I said no but it’s my husbands fantasy to watch a well endowed black fuck me , unbeknown to myself when we went to a party she was having she had told her uncle that I was prime for seduction and that my husband has been wanting me to be fucked by a black guy , as the night went on her uncle slowly seduced me and he eventually got me . He was my first black cock experience giving me sex that I had never experienced before, an my regular black lover ever since .I can honestly say hand on heart that I am totally addicted to bbc, but I regret all those years that I wouldn’t go black. I now know I’m an addicted whore and slut for bbc .
 
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Well I’m a 50 + wife who only tried my first bbc after turning 50 although if my husband had had his way I would have been in my late twenties. It only happened due to my best friend who’s family are from Barbados and are black , her and talked openly about our sex lives and during one conversation she was telling me about her latest boyfriend and how big his endowment is . She asked about my husbands penis size I told her about six inches she laughed saying it would be to small for her. She then asked if I had ever been with a black guy, I said no but it’s my husbands fantasy to watch a well endowed black fuck me , unbeknown to myself when we went to a party she was having she had told her uncle that I was prime for seduction and as the night went on he slowly seduced me and he eventually got me . He was my first black cock experience and has been my regular black lover every since .I can honestly say hand on heart that I am totally addicted to bbc, but I regret all those years that I wouldn’t go black. I now know I’m an addicted whore and slut for bbc .
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Well I’m a 50 + white wife who only tried my first bbc after turning 50 although if my husband had had his way I would have been in my late twenties. It only happened due to my best friend who’s family are from Barbados and are black , her and talked openly about our sex lives and during one conversation she was telling me about her latest boyfriend and how big his endowment is . She asked about my husbands penis size I told her about six inches she laughed saying it would be to small for her. She then asked if I had ever been with a black guy, I said no but it’s my husbands fantasy to watch a well endowed black fuck me , unbeknown to myself when we went to a party she was having she had told her uncle that I was prime for seduction and that my husband has been wanting me to be fucked by a black guy , as the night went on her uncle slowly seduced me and he eventually got me . He was my first black cock experience giving me sex that I had never experienced before, an my regular black lover ever since .I can honestly say hand on heart that I am totally addicted to bbc, but I regret all those years that I wouldn’t go black. I now know I’m an addicted whore and slut for bbc .
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